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<feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:xlink="http://www.w3.org/1999/xlink"><title>Nicholas Wilson</title><author><name>Nicholas Wilson</name></author><icon>https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/favicon.png</icon><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:/</id><link rel="self" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/feed/"/><updated>2011-09-13T18:45:00+01:00</updated><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/09/a-new-world-dvorak-for-windows</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/09/a-new-world-dvorak-for-windows" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">A new world: Dvorak for Windows</h:div></title><published>2011-09-13T18:31:33+01:00</published><updated>2011-09-13T18:45:00+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>Windows drives me nuts. You all know that. I hate it. I loathe
      Mac <abbr class="acronym initialism">OS</abbr>. I dislike <abbr class="acronym initialism">GNU</abbr> and Linux.
      One of those can be somewhat remedied: Windows does not have my key
      layout installed by default.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">This package allows you to install <abbr class="acronym initialism">UK</abbr> Dvorak on
      Windows.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The package is simple. Unzip it and off you run. Now you can type
  Dvorak without needing to switch keyboard layouts to type £ symbols and so
  on. The @ and " are also swapped to correctly match standard
  <abbr class="acronym initialism">UK</abbr> punctuation. If only it had a proper compose key
  now…</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/09/data/Dvorak.zip">Downloadify</a></p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/not-even-a-hint</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/not-even-a-hint" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Not even a hint: the Supremacy of Christ</h:div></title><published>2011-05-29T15:39:57+01:00</published><updated>2011-06-04T00:03:24+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>A log entry about me, and Christ, and the church<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="colophon" id="id582018"><p>This is another of those slightly-more-intense-than-comfortable
    articles. I thought about writing it yesterday, repented, then had a
    long-ish chat today with Sarah Sorrell when I decided maybe I would
    scribble something. For a more frank debate, along her lines, see my
    earlier post (<a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/04/that-no-one-wrong-his-brother-or-sister">‘the
    article’</a>).</p></section><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I’d like to explain why I’ve been coming back again and again to the
  doctrine of sovereignty in the last few months, in prayer meetings, in talks
  (as on Tuesday evening), and in conversations. I keep expressing my hope and
  trust that God’s mighty power which works so strongly within us to work and
  will for his pleasure is indeed able to change us and redirect our hearts to
  holy desires and pure fellowship with our sisters. The obvious truth is that
  as hard as I try, I can’t shake my own need for the doctrine and supreme
  comfort of turning our hearts over to him.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I read a chunk of <i class="citetitle">Just do Something</i> (Kevin
  DeYoung) this week, and it’s inspiring. It has rather less detail than my
  current go-to on traditional vs wisdom decision-making (which is Gary
  Friesen), and rather more exhortations to just do something, so I can
  entirely understand why it’s been so effective at getting reluctant people
  to be a bit bolder in their decisions. On the other hand, the sticking point
  is that you have to want to go through with the decision. If something else
  is jammed in the works than just some spurious reluctance to act, the cure
  needs to be deeper, and there has to be more change. I am in the same
  situation in fact in this area as very many if not most of my Eden friends,
  but I don’t know if anyone else feels towards it in the same way. I struggle
  to turn my heart over to God’s desires, because on some level I simply don’t
  want to.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I watched the clock last night for more than two hours, as I sometimes
  do on Saturday, knowing what Sunday will like and who I’ll see, trying to
  put my thoughts behind me. I don’t desire; that’s change. I don’t hold onto
  any hope, let alone expectation, and that’s change. But, the nothing I allow
  myself to have is still preferable to anything else. I don’t want, but I
  don’t want to want anything new.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Where does this leave us? Sarah saw the balance of numbers from her
  point of view, and I can’t help feeling that the balance is rather more
  heavily towards the proportions among my friends. In fact, it doesn’t matter
  about numbers. What’s tough is that when so many people at Eden are in my
  situation, finding it so hard to let go in every way and starting wanting to
  want something new, we feel sometimes the pressure is on us to be hasty.
  Different churches attract different sorts of people, and some of us I am
  sure can agree that it does take a while longer than we would like.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Each day this week then, and as I find myself lying awake next
  Saturday night, I’ll be preaching to myself what I’ve been sharing these
  last weeks with particular vigour. ‘The sermon’: Christ has conquered all
  things, visible, and invisible; what our hands do, and what our hearts feel,
  will, and quicken towards. By the renewing of our minds, by the hopes set
  before us, we will think on Christ as our end and salvation, on ourselves as
  pure temples, unable to contain rapacious hopes and desires, and on our
  sisters with not a hint of anything which is unwelcome. The church’s
  fellowship will grow, as he works in us to completion, and as our grasp in
  clutching good things tightens and we let go the old; as we with trembling
  submit to his Lordship, our act of consecration.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/being-human</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/being-human" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Being human</h:div></title><published>2011-05-26T23:13:39+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-27T00:03:30+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>What does it feel like to be less than human? I know it, if I
      can’t write it, and I have an answer, even if it’s not original.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I’m not sure where I want quite to go with this, but my feeling is
  that the last week in particular has had a rather listless, ætherial
  quality. What it is that makes life vibrant, and zing, and what is it saps
  focus and makes us sail through decisions, doing one stupid thing after
  another, losing the feeling of determination we have over where we’re going,
  and dragging us down? Sometimes, we’re just not very human. What is it that
  makes us do things we aren’t properly thinking about, when our minds could
  be full of pure thoughts of others—like boys teasing girls with the grown-up
  edge to their voice or jokes which are no kinder than the childish putting
  spiders down their backs? Or, for women, what is it that makes us buy into
  the way the world around us nudges us to present ourselves, prodding
  conversations with our own little agendas, mimicking certain styles or
  walks, or leaving up the mandatory flattering ball-gown profile picture?
  That is, when we don’t seem to make the decisions ourselves, and the
  outcomes are thoughtless, petty, self-promoting, narcissistic, defensive,
  rude, or worse, why can’t we be more human?</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">It’s sin. We are born sub-human, and struggle (or not) against that
  every day of this life. We know that, or should recognise it: that our minds
  don’t weigh and recognise the truth clearly; that we are full of all the
  above evil desires; that we hardly ever have a conversation go quite the way
  we wanted to, or see a friend without thinking of ourselves; our elaborate
  face-saving instincts on social networking sites; our conspiring glances and
  smiles with a closer friend, or stranger, when we see someone we can
  disrespect; our arrogance and self-pity when we get ahead of our abilities
  and try to push our own ideas forward inappropriately; our thoughtlessness
  in telling others how we think we’re better. I have done these all this
  week, and want a way out, an escape from a descending spiral of unreality,
  where wholesome joys and interactions are spread thinner and thinner over my
  mind and feelings.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Thanks be to God, who has sent his beloved son, the Lord Jesus Christ,
  who has shown us the glorious riches of the inheritance with the saints,
  transferring us from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of his light!
  Friends, don’t stop reading! This is real, not a discussion; an event, a
  happening, physical occurrence, not a question or debate. Jesus, in whom the
  fullness of God was pleased to dwell, is the image of the invisible God, the
  visible, examinable, representation of him, who left his mark decisively and
  unequivocally on this Earth. He is the firstborn from the dead, the
  prototype of our new life, the proof-copy of the first edition that
  guarantees the whole creation will be made new. He rules supremely, and will
  grant us our heart’s desires—our very own new desires! Fresh peace, which
  finds comfort in nothing invented but is grounded only in the matchless
  goodness of his power and lordship. Fresh eyes to see the spring after years
  of winter, and watch the colours of the world sing to their creator with a
  praise we never saw, and an anguish and brokenness that we thought was part
  of the spec as we wait in patience for the time for his coming to be
  completed.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Fresh minds and intellects to discern the truth, free from cloying and
  unshakable self-doubt over our perceptions, our judgements, our abilities.
  Think of every far-out nutter whom we despise, the mad, the crazy, the
  ignorant, those who simply cannot be convinced by any force of logic that
  they are wrong, and quake and tremble with the realisation our truth rests
  on the same internal conviction of our ability to think and reason, with
  nothing but the majority to tell us apart, each scorning the other’s error
  with nothing ability to communicate. That is how far we doubt we must doubt
  ourselves, when we see the nonsense that sometimes otherwise clever friends
  or distant figures hold, seemingly with no internal unease or difficulty.
  We, the thinkers, the right ones, the clear-seeing bunch, much despair when
  we see how untrustworthy our race is! Perhaps all language and meaning are
  games of power, or munging of symbols, empty of truth? Perhaps we are right,
  seeing more rightness than to reject truth, but with no clear reason why our
  logic is better.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Friends, our minds are to be renewed! Renewed, made fresh with
  exciting affections and hopes, with new truth grounded on revelation! If we
  are complicit in common error, the everyday self-deceptions and wrong
  thoughts, the unshakable untrustworthiness of our internal processes, it is
  Christ, the only man who has ever lived differently, who has risen from the
  dead, who has shown us the face of the almighty God, who brings us back to
  humanity from sub-humanity. Look up and see him, enthroned and high, who
  humbled himself and took on the likeness of a servant to make that offer of
  salvation. He came to make all things new, and by the renewing of our minds,
  our hopes and will and joys and hates, in their frivolity and grandeur, are
  placed on a new and certain path. Our sin which makes us despair, or worse
  still doubly condemns us when presume still to look back at our lives and
  deny our guilt, can be washed away forever on the cross. My hope is in him
  who died for me, and he quenches our thirst for being human again. By his
  sovereign power, he has brought us back into a living hope and relationship
  with his own self which does not disappoint, and his grace which took away
  our blame strengthens us to press on and take our share in the inheritance
  of praise we rejoice to share and offer before him. If today you harden your
  heart, and do not commit your life into his hands, who cares for us, when
  will you? And, if you then know him today, who can fail to offer praise in
  the evening, worship in the morning, and yearn for rich, pure, inward
  devotion all day long? He demands it of us, offers it to us, and loves us
  every day.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/look-at-me!-im-a-fancy-facebook-app</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/look-at-me!-im-a-fancy-facebook-app" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Look at me! I’m a fancy Facebook app</h:div></title><published>2011-05-21T11:55:54+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-22T09:41:38+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>I was bemoaning yesterday on Tumblr that it was hard and annoying
      to cross-post social content. Facebook is the tough one, and there are
      apps which import my blog feed in the way I like. It’s actually not too
      hard to write one myself, so I did, which is how my Facebook friends are
      reading this.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">My content’s in this situation where everything runs on feeds, so
  ought to be perfectly interopperable, but life being what it is, all the big
  providers prefer to have their own <abbr class="acronym initialism">API</abbr>s. Spoilsports.
  There are various sites where I create content, but rather than fiddle with
  each one individually and ask my friends to follow me in lots of places, I
  now import all my content into my two blogs, this fat one, and the <a class="link" href="http://micro.nicholaswilson.me.uk/">skinny new Tumblr
  one</a>. That’s sufficiently central that I can manage sending the
  content on from there to all the places where it is consumed. So far, I am
  posting things to Facebook and Twitter for friends who prefer those news
  feeds to a feed reader. Tumblr to Twitter is easy; Tumblr handles it on its
  own very well. Getting my blog to Twitter is harder, because most of the
  tools available, including the popular tool <a class="link" href="http://twitterfeed.com">twitterfeed</a>, find my feed a bit
  too stodgy to avoid garbling the tweets. I finally found that I could use
  Feedburner, not to burn the feed, but just to cross-post it to Twitter, and
  that is now very satisfactory.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The naughty kid though is Facebook. Their <abbr class="acronym initialism">API</abbr> is
  dirty, messy, underdocumented, and so on. There are plenty of applications
  which offer to take a feed and post it to Facebook, including twitterfeed,
  RSS Graffiti, <a class="link" href="http://techattitude.com/online-tools/five-ways-to-automatically-post-updates-to-facebook-from-your-sites-feed/">and
  more</a>, but they all give poor quality output for my feed, which seems
  to be just standard on Facebook where we have given up and accept
  descriptions with chopped up sentences, run-together paragraphs, and
  stripped formatting. Also, they spam my feed with their intrusive branding,
  which is not their fault, just Facebook’s annoying policy of requiring all
  posts created by apps to trumpet where they came from.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">As usual, I got annoyed and worked out whether I could roll my own.
  Working around Facebook’s stupidly deficient docs and <abbr class="acronym initialism">API</abbr>
  takes a few moments, but by and large it’s extremely easy to make your own
  app which displays your posts as neatly as can be. So, what if you want to
  make your own Facebook app to smarten up your blog feed, and in less time
  than it took me? Read on.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id1926964" class="title">1. High-level tutorial</h2></header><p>I implemented it in <abbr class="acronym initialism">PHP</abbr>, in about 20 line of
    code. I made an app on the Facebook developers’ page, entered my details
    and icon, and issued my app with an infinitely powerful access token over
    my account by following the good instructions at <a class="link" href="http://developers.facebook.com/docs/authentication/">Facebook
    Developers</a> (notes: you don’t need to do this with any code; you’ll
    only need the one access token, so just paste the links into your browser;
    as easy as pie; note also this <a class="link" href="http://stackoverflow.com/questions/5001692/unable-to-get-access-token-from-facebook-got-an-oauthexception-says-error-valid">SO
    detail</a> that drained me five minutes).</p><p>Next, you need to write and test the code that will submit your
    article to Facebook. It’s as easy as pasting the example code into a file,
    and fiddling around with it until you get the appearance you want. It’s
    very hacky; <span class="emphasis"><em>very</em></span> hacky, in fact. You’ll spot below
    the things that took me a while to work out.</p><div class="informalexample"><pre class="programlisting">curl -F 'access_token=use yours not mine!' \
 -F 'link=http://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/convergence' \
 -F 'source=http://www.google.com' \
 -F 'caption= &lt;center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;' \
 -F 'name=Article Title' \
 -F 'description= How long I wonder can a text block get? long I '\
'wonder can a text block get? long I wonder can a text block get? '\
'long I wonder can a text block get? long I wonder can a text '\
'block get? long I wonder can a text block get?&lt;center&gt;✼✼✼&lt;/center&gt;' \
 -F 'properties={"Read more":{"text": "Whole post ➡", '\
'"href": "http://www.google.com/reader/shared/nicholaswilson.me.uk"'\
' },"From":{"text": "Nicholas’ blog of thoughts and code", "href":'\
' "http://www.google.com/reader/shared/nicholaswilson.me.uk" }}'\
 -v \
 --cacert &lt;path to fb_ca_cert.crt&gt; \
 https://graph.facebook.com/me/feed</pre></div><div class="itemizedlist"><ul class="itemizedlist"><li class="listitem"><p><code class="code">source</code> is meant to be for embedding videos, but
        it’s the only way to prevent Facebook from showing a big fat icon, so
        set it to something which is publicly accessible but not a page with a
        video on. (At this point, you might also want to add some <a class="link" href="http://developers.facebook.com/docs/opengraph/">Open
        Graph</a> <code class="code">meta</code> tags to your site’s pages to prevent
        Facebook from picking the first irrelevant icon on the page whenever
        you forget to remove the picture yourself or someone else links to
        your site. I have my Open Graph picture set to my favicon. Facebook
        has a habit of displaying inappropriate icons all over the place,
        including using the OpenID icon in the login boxes once, or for
        example <a class="link" href="http://developers.facebook.com/tools/lint?url=http%3A%2F%2Fbrookelauren.wordpress.com%2F2011%2F05%2F20%2Fpractical-applications-diy-guide-to-repurposing-wine-bottles%2F">picking
        the gravatar identity icon</a> for the top page at
        Wordpress.com.)</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>If you don’t want a <code class="code">caption</code>, you have to set it to
        something non-empty to get past the filter which drops blank fields
        you submit, but which is empty when Facebook evaluates the field to
        display it. Internally, Facebook stores an <abbr class="acronym initialism">HTML</abbr>
        representation of most fields it seems, though they always return the
        plaintext version when you make queries. The <abbr class="acronym initialism">HTML</abbr>
        is only ever shown on the site itself. The subset is pretty
        minimal—it’s not documented anywhere, consists from what I could test
        of just <code class="code">&lt;i&gt;</code>, <code class="code">&lt;b&gt;</code>,
        <code class="code">&lt;small&gt;</code>, and <code class="code">&lt;center&gt;</code>. The last
        one is the way most apps create line-breaks (did I say this was all
        very hacky?).</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>You can set a <code class="code">message</code> as well to go above the link
        if you want.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p><code class="code">description</code> is the only field which allows a long
        length (around 1000 characters). All the others get cropped very
        quickly, so this is where you want to put your article summary.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p><code class="code">properties</code> is another entirely undocumented field.
        Have a play; from my example it’s pretty clear how it works.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>Finally, you’ll want the certificate to use
        <abbr class="acronym initialism">SSL</abbr> with <code class="code">curl</code>. You can get a big
        bundle from the <code class="code">curl</code> site, or get just the <a class="link" href="https://github.com/facebook/php-sdk/blob/master/src/fb_ca_chain_bundle.crt">certificates
        you need from Facebook</a>.</p></li></ul></div><section><header><h3 id="id1924821" class="title">1.1. Handling updates</h3></header><p>After that, you’re basically done. Just find the place in your
      blog software where the cache is regenerated, add a check to see if
      overwriting a previously cached version, and send the new articles to
      Facebook! (It helps having some awesome software I wrote to abstract my
      life away. <a class="link" href="http://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/view-source/system/classes/core.php">Check
      out my code.</a>)</p></section><section><header><h3 id="id1924714" class="title">1.2. An alternative approach</h3></header><p>For my Tumblr blog, I’m currently just using the official app to
      shove my posts to Facebook. It’s alright, but I’m not too happy about
      it. The formatting is poor, and I don’t like the branding. Having put in
      the little bit of time to set the app up, I will therefore start using
      my app for Tumblr too.</p><p><b>Awesome detail. </b>Tumblr uses PubSubHubbub, an instant message notification
        protocol, provided by <a class="link" href="http://superfeedr.com">Superfeedr</a> I followed this
        for a while when it was new, but never used it until now. The summary
        is that, all of a sudden (though I’m a bit behind), the world has
        woken up to the fact Wordpress, Tumblr, Posterous, Google Blogger, and
        many more and active providers and some big-name consumers like the
        Google Reader instant framework are already using it. Commercial
        PubSubHubbub hubs at the end of <a class="link" href="http://blog.superfeedr.com/hapy-new-year/">last year
        started turning a profit</a>, and the technology is officially
        mature and awesome, so I’m glad I’ve finally had an excuse to check it
        out. It’s very simple, and extremely neat. Any feed which has a link
        to a hub support instant notifications, so that anyone interested in
        the feed doesn’t have to ever poll it. Instead, they go to the hub and
        subscribe to receive a notification of new content (it’s all secure
        and extremely quick to implement), and get a callback when something
        is posted.</p><p>The slogan is, “All feeds should be realtime.” If you publish a
      blog post, it should up in your friends feed readers within minutes
      certainly, so they can comment on while you’re still thinking about
      it—just like on Facebook, most blogs by now have actually quietly become
      realtime. Polling sucks, and all the content providers have got together
      it seems to do something about it. I will add a hub for instant
      notifications to my main site feed whenever I get around to it (the
      private user feeds need a moment’s thought).</p><p>The slight saga with Tumblr is the fact that their hub seems to be
      malfunctioning. Neither I nor Google’s Feedburner could get a peep out
      of it until well after stories were published. Yesterday’s testing posts
      in the evening were coming in to my feed reader literally through the
      night, the delay times were so long. I think I’ve fixed that up by the
      simple expedient of not using the official Tumblr hub (provided by
      Superfeedr, who ought to be good at this), and instead go for the ugly
      solution of making a Feedburner feed for the sole reason that it pings
      Google’s hub so I can use that instead, which works flawlessly. Expect
      some pretty posts to my feed soon as I twitter away and write more like
      this.</p></section></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/convergence</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/convergence" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Online services convergence</h:div></title><published>2011-05-18T12:35:49+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-21T11:45:47+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>In which I post a brief update on the various services I use, and
      why.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id873506" class="title">1. In view of the present situation</h2></header><section><header><h3 id="id873541" class="title">1.1. In brief, what you need to know</h3></header><p>I’m blogging here still, and the rest of my stuff which has been
      scattered over various sites is now unified in one spot, the
      <i class="citetitle"><a class="link" href="http://micro.nicholaswilson.me.uk">Foreshortened</a></i>
      mini-log. That’s where I’ll be sharing links, tweets, and other things I
      come across. They won’t be going up on Facebook, because it’s a faff and
      because it’s not open access; also, they won’t be going up on Twitter,
      because it’s just too short for meaningful interraction, and I won’t
      spread myself too tiresomely across the web.</p></section><section><header><h3 id="id874589" class="title">1.2. Spuriously detailed instructions</h3></header><p>Friend me on Facebook if you want to see my comments there and tag
      me in photos; subscribe to my blog in your feed reader<sup><a id="id874515" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/#ftn.id874515" class="footnote">1</a></sup> if you want to follow the things most important to me;
      subscribe to my <i class="citetitle"><a class="link" href="http://micro.nicholaswilson.me.uk">Foreshortened</a></i>
      micro-blog if you want the more day-to-day detail as well.</p><p>I should also point out that for users of Twitter and Facebook,
      although I don’t plan to post statuses or tweets there, I will mirror my
      stream there. It’s too much, but, tough. You’ve joined a system for
      amplifying trivialities, so put up with it. If you do want to follow me,
      look for <a class="link" href="https://twitter.com/#!/nicholascwilson">@nicholaswilson</a>
      on Twitter and <a class="link" href="http://www.facebook.com/ncw33">@Nicholas Wilson</a> on
      Facebook.</p></section></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><hgroup><h2 id="id874079" class="title">2. More than you want to know</h2><h3 class="subtitle">A summary of the services I currently do and don’t
    use</h3></hgroup></header><p>Clearly, I blog. The Tumblr micro-blog
    <i class="citetitle">Foreshortened</i> has the rest of my content, including
    the stuff other people would share using link-sharing services,
    bookmarking services, tweeting platforms, social networking sites, and
    more (or less, as I cut out a tiny bit of junk when I see the full impact
    of what I am splurging brought together in one place).</p><p>I also use various domain-specific sites: I catalogue and review my
    books on <a class="link" href="http://www.librarything.com/profile/NicholasWilson">my
    LibraryThing</a>. I occaisonally post code at <a class="link" href="https://github.com/NWilson">my GitHub</a>, though I rarely
    have the patience to work anything up into a form usable by others, and
    there is nothing up at the time of writing. I rarely take photos, but do
    have a dormant Flickr account (not worth following). My music tastes are
    shared at <a class="link" href="http://www.last.fm/user/ncw33">my
    last.fm</a>. Finally, in a remarkable act of openness, <a class="link" href="https://www.google.com/calendar/embed?src=nicholas@nickcwilson.co.uk">my
    calendar</a> is actually public, should you want to find out what I’m
    doing at any moment.</p></section><div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="footnotes"><hr/><div class="footnote"><p><sup><a id="ftn.id874515" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/#id874515" class="para">1</a></sup>As a reminder for certain family members: A feed reader
          helpfully gathers internet content together in one place. If you’ve
          ever found yourself going back to a site every now and then, like a
          new site, blog, or magazine, to check for new articles, you probably
          would find a feed reader helpful. I suggest you use <a class="link" href="http://www.google.com/reader/">Google Reader</a>,
          which I have converted some members of my family to. To add feeds to
          your reader, in Firefox, go to your bookmarks menu, then ‘Subscribe
          to this page’. In Chrome, until they add support in the next
          version, you can quickly enable <a class="link" href="https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/nlbjncdgjeocebhnmkbbbdekmmmcbfjd">this
          extension</a> and use the orange feed icon in the address bar at
          the top. Most sites have feeds, so if you would enjoy an article on
          some site and would like to follow more, look for the orange
          icon.</p></div></div></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/comments-on-preaching-class</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/comments-on-preaching-class" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Comments on tonight’s school of preaching</h:div></title><published>2011-05-17T22:56:19+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-18T02:18:22+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>Some rather hesitant and awkward expression of two of my driving
      thoughts from tonight<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I went to Dave’s school of preaching this evening through Colossians,
  because I feel like I ought to find out what it’s like to give longer talks
  and get more of my understanding of scripture out if people tell me it’s
  true to revelation and edifying. I’m generally very reluctant to share
  things I’m thinking, and avoid bringing things up or making comments in
  bible studies, and so on, but in fact, on Sunday evening (the night of ‘the
  scary blog post’), for the first time I actually felt a desire to teach
  which was stronger. Of course, the next day I fell into sin and realised
  once again just how misguided it is for me to pursue this (and indeed it is:
  my sin is not slight), but I went along anyway. I have to be brief, because
  this opening paragraph is automatically self-pitying and inappropriate. The
  upshot is that tonight as usual I kept quiet and didn’t speak in the
  feedback times because I wasn’t confident enough that I had spotted sharply
  enough the balance and pattern of what I wanted to mention. (I hate typing
  this, but I have to give some explanation for why I have so much to say only
  when my reassuring web stats tell me how few people are reading this. Of
  course, I’m hoping that the deliberately broken-up self commentary will
  dissuade you reading further.) The point is that of the things I was hoping
  to say, I’d like to draw out two points.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">[Note: to explain the terms, preaching is made up of three
  parts—<i class="wordasword">exegesis</i>, which consists in asking ‘What does
  the passage say?’, looking at the words, sentences, and books to draw out
  what the author is actually writing about; then
  <i class="wordasword">hermeneutics</i>, which takes the author’s ideas,
  metaphors, arguments, and builds an (implicit) framework of his thinking and
  expression which lets us interpret the meaning of the passages; and finally
  <i class="wordasword">homiletics</i>, which takes that meaning and applies it
  to our situation.]</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id367913" class="title">1. Regarding exegesis and hermeneutics: look at the whole
    passage</h2></header><p>We had a bit of a contrast tonight Jon’s excellent sermon and Mark’s
    excellent sermon. Both did exegesis, but in Jon’s case he did half as much
    (which was a matter of choice of course, just a different use of time).
    Jon read words from his passages, and even the odd clause, but the
    understanding he had of the flow of Paul’s argument and thought which
    informed his outline was not something he had time to demonstrate and
    quite make us see the correspondence. Mark, on the other hand, made it
    very clear that what he was saying matched up with not just with phrases
    and clauses, but the sentences and paragraph of Paul’s thought. I think
    that’s probably more important to me that it really is, with my persistent
    attraction to biblical rather than systematic theology, but I can’t help
    wondering if there isn’t something to gently suggest from this.</p><p>The text we are doing exegesis on is not simply a collection of
    clauses each saying something we make into a point and a section, but it
    is the passage that links the thoughts up, not something we do after
    drawing the three individual points out of the three sentences we are set
    to preach on—something that I have wriggled a bit with even during Eden
    sermons. There sometimes comes a point halfway through the sermon where I
    suddenly have to tune out for a couple of minutes when it strikes me that
    of the points made each lines up with a phrase in the passage, but that
    whatever process the preacher has done in his study to read the passage as
    a whole, he is not going to lead us through right then and there, so I
    have to try and spot the pattern and balance of argument ourselves before
    tuning in and taking in more.</p><p>So, I don’t know how well I will do next week on Colossians 1:15–23,
    but I know that my choice will always be to try as hard as I can to open
    up as transparently as possible the process and trajectory of the passage
    in its ebb and flow. The problem is that is naturally both time-consuming
    and hard, and I know that in bible studies I never have the skill to
    capture in what I say the shape and whole bent of the passage as it tugs
    me.</p><p>I am very influenced by Barry Seagren’s preaching style with its
    simple, gentle, thorough sermons led by exegesis at each level. My huge
    worry is that I know so strongly how many agendas I have, in particular my
    burden to capture and explore the whole of the bible’s teaching on the
    heart and emotions during the last six months. I feel there is so much
    more to Philippians than we normally tend to hear in Galatians-style
    sermons which can so easily get bogged down in words and clauses instead
    of the whole direction and passion of Paul’s concern for the heart.
    Colossians 3 to me is really the sister passage to Philippians (esp.
    Phil. 4), and I fear deeply, quiveringly, to so much as make a comment
    when I see how passionate I am for my hermeneutics to lead me into
    eisegesis.</p><p>I want, so deeply, my understanding of sanctification as unifying
    theme of Paul’s theology to be there in the passages, that I make it come
    to life in my eyes. I feel it strongly, that there is so much more to say
    from Paul that we tend only to hear from John, because he gloops it into
    each sentence whereas Paul can somewhat sprinkle the pieces across his
    letters.</p><p>You can see the confusion I am trying to express. I want to talk
    about these things I wrestle with but can’t talk about, and fear and doubt
    my own ability to pull together the sort of theology I struggle to find in
    books and hear so little. This was rammed home to me last Monday, when I
    was talking with Daniel Sim and tried to articulate some of what I was
    working on in Paul, <i xml:lang="la" class="foreignphrase">ad-hoc</i>,
    and really didn’t convince him.</p><p>So, the sort of exegesis I desire to hear I can’t even model, and
    I’m not convinced that stepping back from the passage like that is even
    safe for me to do, but there’s so much richness I can’t find in Paul’s
    letters any other way.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id367654" class="title">2. Regarding homiletics: the author’s applications or ours?</h2></header><p>This second point is really related to the first: it is the same
    comment, but looking at the level of applications. It is hard to know
    where to get applications from and how to angle them. There are varying
    schools of thought: we can just say what the author does. When he says
    ‘God is great’, and that’s it, we pass on, and when he says ‘God is great,
    so share fellowship’, we follow his instructions and exhort the
    congregation to more acts of fellowship. On the other end of the spectrum,
    you can get talks which bang in an application for every point. Jon
    tonight was clearly in that camp, with a stack of applications that
    weren’t clearly part of Paul’s intention, like an evangelistic point from
    Ephesians 1:6. Sure, the gospel is going out into the whole world, but
    Paul doesn’t seem to be mentioning that at that moment in order to exhort
    us to go out and share it. (Mark fell in between the two extremes.)</p><p>There are pros and cons of each style. The first is obviously the
    sort of doctrine-heavy, application light preaching which Dave was
    criticising, but the second, by breaking up the flow and ideas of the word
    can prevent them being applied to demonstrate and fit into whatever the
    author is actually trying to tell us.</p><p>The same feelings I have above translate into a very natural third
    option here: we make sermons application heavy by finding the application
    in the book as a whole, not just the passage we are given. I found it very
    worth noticing that neither Jon nor Mark mentioned anything outside their
    given passage at all (except Jon’s throwaway mention of false teachers
    from ch. 2), and it was a pity no-one really explored why that was in the
    discussion, because I feel that is potentially a huge weakness.</p><p>Again, it’s a matter of choices and use of time. There’s nothing
    wrong with either of the approaches above to cooking up applications, each
    used in due proportion, but what I regret is that sometimes the
    application of the book as a whole is not given its share of the preaching
    in a sermon series. Paul’s gearing up for chapter three, and the more
    practical tone of chapter 2 which introduces the tone and meaning he’s
    going to draw out of the truths in chapter 1. We don’t have to make up
    applications, or give none when there are none, when a sermon series has
    room for several sermons just looking at that big theme, that deep
    sustained patchwork picture of the heart Paul stitches together, and
    treating the passage as part of that. That is, we are given the task not
    just of preaching a passage, but of understanding the meaning and context
    of that passage so as to say to the listeners, ‘This is what the book is
    all about! See how Paul says these things, here, here, and here! Today’s
    passage paints these parts of the whole, and you’ll see the rest of it in
    the other sermons.’</p><p>I think this is why people get mixed up with all these silly ideas
    that Paul majors on justification. Of course it’s huge for him, but I feel
    that’s only seen as such a big emphasis for him because so much of his
    teaching on sanctification (and glorification) permeates the books and is
    so much less amenable to word study sermons and sentence-by-sentence
    exegesis. He is a theologian of the heart’s change towards our Lord, just
    like 1 John so palpably is, but we miss those applications unless we
    pursue books as a whole with more passion in our preaching. This has to
    make up at least some of the balance and mix of different sorts of sermons
    we are treated to.</p><p>Where do I go with all this? I am still scared of my tendencies to
    manipulate the word and use it to push my agenda when taught in this way.
    I also know I’ve still not enough maturity to make it work, given how much
    easier it is to grasp and teach in a basic way systematic rather than
    biblical theology (although equally hard to do very well). My prayer is
    that God would equip us as he may to have a passion for his word, and
    teach it in all its fullness as well as we may. Let there be men who can
    apply the word to every depth of the human heart, and offer us that hope
    for change and maturity in every part which Paul teaches us to set our
    desires on and implore God to grant us.</p></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/humility-in-disagreement</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/humility-in-disagreement" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Regarding humility in disagreement and debate</h:div></title><published>2011-05-17T17:36:40+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-18T02:18:22+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>Another polemic, this time attacking first various problems in the
      way we deal with error, then three ways we can foolishly and arrogantly
      follow error ourselves<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="colophon" id="id363923"><p>This is a long comment I made on Facebook the other day, with an
    addendum. It continues my series of polemics; please <a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/preach-christ">read the earlier post</a> for a explanation
    of this tack. The original comment was made to a request for an evaluation
    of the heretical nature of some millennial views.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id1486513" class="title">1. The original comment</h2></header><p>“Heresy” is really the wrong word; it’s got the wrong flavour
    entirely. We can’t go out hunting for ‘heresy’ like we’re rooting out vile
    evil or something. It just feels wrong to me to go around denouncing
    random links on the Internet when we’ve not even met the guys. They have a
    very slender view of the end times based on a very meagre understanding of
    how we read and write; they wouldn’t be able to enjoy a novel or history
    book like we might if they approached it with the same understanding of
    words as they do the bible. But, so what? I’d disagree, and we’d all think
    it clear that their specific views on things like this are simply not in
    the bible, relating a few hundred cow deaths to the end of the world. And
    yet, so what? It’s not deeply insulting to Christ, or necessarily strongly
    damaging to the church in anything beyond its reputation, so it’s not some
    sort of a wicked heresy. It’s just an attitude and thinking which we don’t
    agree with. I’d hesitate to even judge the people involved enough to call
    it silly—the views are silly, and I guess the guys involved are somewhat,
    but they’re really just part of their surrounding redneck culture with all
    its trends.</p><p>Either we fall off end of the denouncing scale by picking on people
    and calling them stupid when what they’ve done isn’t bad or degrading,
    just perhaps incorrect. Or, we get all culturally snobbish and start
    laughing at people and blaming them because they fit in with pop culture,
    or low culture, and we’re more high and refined. So, we like refined
    things, and think a bit more clearly, but so what? We’re not better people
    than the bottom 90% of the population because we like Tudor music or have
    academically credible views on theology.</p><p>As far as heresy goes, we can only go as far as denouncing it when
    it’s wrong in a hurtful way, and certainly there a lot of goodness and
    richness in life that Christians miss out on when they read the bible like
    that, but the end times <i xml:lang="la" class="foreignphrase">per
    se</i> are not a primary issue to get up in arms about. As far
    as culture goes, the church’s aim isn’t to smash through all the inferior
    cultures of the world and convert them to Cantabrigiensism, or whatever we
    think is ‘better’, but to reform cultures. The bible should altering our
    cultural expression with on love, grace, meekness, humility, self-control,
    and so on, not replacing one culture with another, but redeeming it. Some
    of their ‘American’ attitudes will have to change, but we have in our own
    culture the same sins just as deeply entrenched, and we can’t set
    ourselves above these guys even though we might by dint of more careful
    thinking have a few more facts here and there worked out. The challenge to
    Christians culturally isn’t to be looking for heresy and going out on a
    crusade to make people correct, but to engage together on making our
    hearts right, which is much stronger than being correct.</p><p>Finally, if we look at the way these way out guys in America act, at
    the end of the day we have to make what might be a very uncomfortable
    association. Calling out heretics, whether we do it ourselves or get
    goaded into it, is an act of separating ourselves off from other people,
    and we love to do that to avoid being embarrassed. We look at the
    creationism in schools mess and thank God we aren’t stupid or otherwise
    like that, and distance ourselves from all these far out crazy people. We
    must not, and simply cannot, approach it this way though. At the end of
    the day, the uncomfortable association is that the I and the students and
    priests in Cambridge count ourselves alongside those people more than most
    of the ones we swill port with, however much we disagree. We are with
    these guys if they follow Jesus, even if they do it so differently to us.
    The people we look like on our staircases, if they are not with us on the
    real basics, are counting themselves out of the church. Tough stuff. The
    plus side is that if we can’t scorn or disown even the crazy nutters in
    our family, we should be pretty able to strive towards living generously
    and kindly alongside our friends. We mess up, just like the apocalyptic
    Americans, and Jesus’ grace has to be enough to justify them and us. We
    can only hope our friends will forgive us and see that the church is full
    of Christians committed to changing and growing into the new lives we are
    being given, and that as we stand alongside the people who embarrass us
    the most, we won’t reject them either.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id476427" class="title">2. How qualified are we to comment, in any case?</h2></header><p>This is the biting criticism for some of my friends. Brothers, you
    are simply not qualified to make the evaluations you are bent on making. I
    would not speak out so certainly on secondary issues which are complex,
    nor should you presume to have enough understanding to set yourselves over
    and above the word of God, and thirdly, you must concentrate your reading
    and learning on the essential discipleship you need and are
    lacking.</p><p>Firstly, I will illustrate this if I may with a poorly disguised
    anecdote. May my silly conversations be so used against me if I don’t turn
    from them. Imagine the scene in a Peterhouse room, discussing some fiddly
    point regarding the interpretation of language, the bible in particular,
    and the doctrines of how exactly God can be speaking to us through it. I
    draw the debate back to the point that God who desires our sanctification
    does lead us into truth. Slightly awkwardly (and kudos for doing so), I am
    asked what sanctification is. This is just extraordinary, and rather than
    picking on one person, I’d like to round on the entire Peterhouse culture
    of academic arrogance. Does reading one book qualify us to be dogmatically
    set in our ways? May we all discuss things more cautiously at the very
    least until we have convinced ourselves that we have pursued with due
    diligence everything we need to be confident that we have understood God’s
    word correctly. I’m not going to pull any punches: this guy was making it
    entirely clear he hadn’t read a single introduction to theology, or more
    than a couple of the sort of basics-of-the-Christian-life books that
    <abbr class="acronym initialism">IVP</abbr> publishes, many of which must use the word, not to
    mention that it crops up in five of the New Testament books.</p><p>I can’t make it any clearer: no more than we can set ourselves apart
    from one group as ‘misguided’ or ‘heretics’ can we attach ourselves firmly
    to a doctrine until we understand it, which we simply cannot evaluate
    until we have the basics. Most of all, read the New Testament.</p><p>As a side note regarding debating, I’ll make a side-remark on
    actually listening, which I mentioned in the last post as a motivation for
    these polemics. I am so often confronted with people who say almost
    deliberately stupid things to me (a couple of friends in particular). For
    example, the other night, I heard something pretty much on the level of,
    ‘Oh, but that’s ridiculous; you can’t be asking us all to wear pink
    trousers like are’. If you are going to have an argument, please, please,
    please spend a second or two before blurting out a nonsense to consider
    what the person you are talking to is actually saying. It’s patently
    obvious that my statement was being ludicrously misinterpreted because the
    interpretation totally failed to line up in a basic way with the way I
    actually do things. Stop and think, because stupid theological positions
    are made worse when backed up by a total, almost malicious, and certainly
    insulting refusal to properly consider what your opponent is saying. I am
    sometimes wrong in my assessments, but we have to open and not
    dissimulative of our feelings and motivations, and watch lovingly to try
    and understand what is really going on in someone’s mind. (I don’t hear
    this complaint against me very often; if I’m deaf comment or drop me an
    anonymous note in my pidge. I am keen to correct any misunderstanding I
    have of people’s hearts so I can engage with the real people I am trying
    to love.)</p><p>This leads us to the second point really, one of authority. Not only
    should we not presume to hold ill-informed positions, but we should
    utterly afraid of incautiously criticising scripture. In the most direct
    case, I have some friends who call themselves Christians who simply
    outright disagree with some of the bible authors. He says something, they
    don’t like it, and say he’s wrong. This is a supreme arrogance, and we
    have to call it out when we see it. I think it’s theologically
    indefensible, but we don’t even need to go there right now. My discussion
    here is about the moral stature and understanding we would need to claim
    to be able to get to that point. I was talking once to another friend
    about sanctification (it’s my favourite topic, after all), and the friend
    simply did not like what the many passages were saying. He’s hazy on the
    basics, I’ve never heard even clearly articulate the gospel, and he says
    pretty directly to me, ‘I’m sorry, but I’m uncomfortable with this so I
    don’t buy it’. To hold a position against someone else in a debate (and
    really mean it) demands a certain assessment of our position; to actually
    ponce around with scripture is extraordinary.</p><p>The obvious application again is that even the most liberal of us
    should demand a very clear understanding of what’s going on beyond our
    impressions or inclinations if we are to disagree with the bible. Study
    it, and conduct yourself with all due effort and all available tools, to a
    degree appropriate to the strength of the position you are trying to hold.
    At the least, you’re going to have to actually read and few books on
    theology before presuming to wriggle out of the bible’s teaching on
    anything (and I mean ‘real books’, which talk seriously about the
    scriptures, rather than summaries, digests, or other books about books). I
    know I fall into some difficulties here, because I have only extracts from
    the church fathers and the mediaeval theologians which Peterhouse chaps
    seem to like so much. So, please correct me if I claim more expertise than
    I have. I know what I know, the ABC of the bible’s teaching, but I try not
    to hold strong positions on whether, for example, I agree with
    Aquinas.</p><p>I have only down-to-earth, factual argument to make (rather than
    moral), to those who would rather learn from the church than God’s word.
    To those who say the bible is too hard to understand, that the
    difficulties in bringing together tricky passages are too great, or that
    its doctrine is too deep or expressed too deeply for comprehension: If you
    claim that the squillion disagreements theologians have had, the
    conflicting church councils, the vastness of the different directions
    authors take in each century; if you claim that these are necessarily
    easier to understand, you are off your rocker. If you think that whatever
    the last church council said was right, you’re naïve to think that novelty
    makes something right. Perhaps the next council will fix something up with
    a different emphasis. You’re going from one untrustworthy source to
    another. Or, perhaps you look back at the great theologians of the past
    and use some other criterion to show that one council, pope, or writer was
    the best, or some mishmash of your own. If you think that the language
    they use is qualitatively more understandable than that of the bible, or
    that synthesising their writings is easier than that doing the same for
    the bible authors, you’re having a laugh. Defending something as ‘the
    bible’s teaching’ is orders of magnitude easier than defending it as ‘the
    church’s teaching’, and defend it you must, because unless you have some
    reason to think that someone in particular was (or is) the be-all and
    end-all of theology, you’ll have to be doing the tricky work of assembling
    and defending your theology yourself. Sometimes I’m touchy-feely about it,
    other times I feel I just have to join in Paul’s mocking in 1 Cor. 1,
    “Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater
    of this age?” At the end of the day, when we have to choose between one
    theologian and another, based on the writings of yet another theologian,
    and another, we have to admit that we can’t delegate our brain to some
    confused, brainless, amorphous body, but need to evaluate things for
    ourselves, and when we trace the thread back, we always come to scripture.
    It is hard, but not too hard, because God promises his Spirit. Together,
    as a church, it is the scriptures we study, not each other’s ideas.
    Sharing our insights and reflections on the scriptures together, we do not
    scorn their ability to communicate, but turn to them together with trust,
    unmediated, each one personally meeting Christ our wisdom,
    together.</p><p>The third point is the toughest of all. Where are you applying your
    efforts? I remember a conversation with a friend who said he was a firm
    believer in consubstantiation. What! This from a guy who wasn’t sure
    whether Paul was really teaching in Philippians that sanctification was
    for all believers? He takes a stand on a comparatively tiny historical
    blip, a minority doctrine in vogue among subsets of a few denominations,
    over and against the Catholics, the Anglicans, and most other protestants.
    We need to grasp hold of the time we have, and spend it reading and
    studying what is good for us. Fixing up little philosophical niggles by
    aligning ourselves with something we have seen mentioned in a couple of
    history books without ever properly examining ourselves is not an
    acceptable use of time.</p><p>Life is not an essay, to skim through a few books, form an opinion,
    defend it for an hour in a supervision, and move on. We aren’t filling in
    the gaps. We have to take hold of the central questions of what it is that
    God does for us, how his reign permeates ever sphere of our lives, how our
    hearts, minds, wills are going to shaped. What do we expect from life, and
    what are our real goals? Christ urges us to aim higher: to come before the
    living God with our sins forgiven, and glory in service which is pleasing
    to him. He can and will develop every flaw in us to an asset and testimony
    to his power. Will you set your heart on that, and leave behind foolish
    controversy? Before walking away from this with the pre-formed conclusion
    that I am wrong, stop, and soften your heart. Read Philippians, or
    Colossians, and be struck by the magnificence of God’s grace, and
    re-affirm that as the centre of our lives, and be determined to see that
    change brought about in us as we pursue the way of salvation, the newness
    of life. If we question even these comments, what right do we have to call
    ourselves followers of Christ? We are all called to lives of repentance
    and commitment to seeing glory at the end of our transformation, sealed
    and guaranteed by the cross and the Spirit, so be united with Christ,
    rather than pursuing fruitless debate, questioning God’s word or
    faithfulness, and wasting your efforts on that which does not fill your
    deep and every need with nourishment.</p></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/migrating-from-google-reader-(greader)-to-tumblr</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/migrating-from-google-reader-(greader)-to-tumblr" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Migrating from Google Reader (GReader) to Tumblr</h:div></title><published>2011-05-16T16:45:45+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-19T14:36:27+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>This post is Google-fodder for people who had the same problem as
      me. Read to find out more about Tumblr; otherwise ignore. I provide a
      script for migrating content from GReader to Tumblr.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="colophon" id="id3223879"><p>If you just want the script for getting your GReader shared items
    into Tumblr, <a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/GReader2Tumblr.php">get it
    here</a>.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id3223868" class="title">1. Why I moved to Tumblr</h2></header><p>I recently re-evaluted the various options in the market for what is
    now know as <i class="wordasword">tumbleblogs</i>: small logs of links and
    snappy content, but without the excessive minimality of Twitter, falling
    in between that and the full scale of a traditional blog. There are a few
    main options on the market. Firstly, Google Reader is the simplest, and I
    suspect has the most users (though Google’s not giving out exact figures).
    It’s now the most popular web-based feed reader, which is still an
    indispensable tool even in the age of Twitter and Facebook, so it’s no
    surprise that several of my friends are using its sharing feature. Items
    you like in your feeds you can share (like RT), there is a bookmarklet for
    sharing links to any page, and the much-less-used feature of adding
    unlinked Twitter-like comments to your stream.</p><p>I started using GReader shared feeds a little while back, and I’ve
    been sharing an item every few days for the last year. There are several
    drawbacks that led me to wanting to switch:</p><div class="itemizedlist"><ul class="itemizedlist"><li class="listitem"><p>There is very little flexibility. I can’t format things nicely,
        and the output is clunky and has poor <abbr class="acronym initialism">HTML</abbr>
        handling. I can’t mark different items as quotations, or links, or
        post images nicely. It’s just too limited for me now.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>You get locked into an obscure Google silo. GReader itself is
        very popular, but shared item feeds are a funny little microcosm and
        it’s very hard to pick up subscribers. Worse, you need to be using
        GReader to comment on items in someone else’s feed, and your comments
        are not made public. It’s a tiny little island on the still
        disconnected and poorly thought through Google social world, isolated
        from Buzz, Talk, +1, and so on.</p></li></ul></div><p>So, I’m hardly a trend-setter to make the switch so far behind the
    times, but I realised I would make my use of technology a bit easier if I
    moved.</p><p>The two competitors are Posterous and Tumblr. There are plenty of
    comparative reviews (<a class="link" href="http://mashable.com/2009/06/29/posterous-vs-tumblr/">such
    as</a>), and Posterous has its advantages. In the end, it is not quite
    as flexible, nor as popular in terms of making sharing easier for my
    friends, nor does its feed and social integration quite manage to do what
    I want to concoct. Tumblr wins. If you want to make a micro-blog with
    quotations, links to YouTube videos you like or articles you read, with
    some commentary, or make short updates to your online status, use
    Tumblr.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id3224561" class="title">2. Migrating to Tumblr</h2></header><p>There are various good options for getting content into Tumblr, but
    not for GReader. I wrote a quick-and-dirty tool to do it. It works for me,
    but does need some manual tuning. It runs on your own computer rather than
    a web-service (sorry to Windows and Mac users, who are dependent on other
    people’s kindness because their operating systems don’t come with enough
    standard tools to do odd jobs like this—snide, but true). It is
    <abbr class="acronym initialism">PHP</abbr> though, in case someone does want to do the last
    mile of work and easily host it as a service.</p><p><a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/GReader2Tumblr.php">Get the
    script.</a></p></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/05/preach-christ</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/05/preach-christ" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Regarding preaching Christ</h:div></title><published>2011-05-15T22:25:39+01:00</published><updated>2011-05-18T02:18:23+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>The beginning of the end: a polemic of the sort I haven’t done
      before, in tonight’s case against deficient views of preaching.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I have a number of polemical posts lined up from the last few weeks.
  I’m drawing to the end of three years’ friendship with a load of people at
  Peterhouse, where very soon, realistically, I will not be seeing them often
  again. In many cases, three years of desperately sharing more of my life
  than they wanted to get; gentle persuasion and exhortation for which at an
  evangelical church I might be rebuked for short-selling God’s word; direct
  and strong persuasion and exhortation when friends were unwilling to budge
  of listen to less; poor and faulty personal witness in my patchy attention
  to their lives and times when I wasn’t there to be with them and do friendly
  things together, and just took myself away for other people’s company;—in
  many cases, three years of friendship have had next to no impact. My
  theology is not private, nor my disagreements discussed behind anyone’s
  back, so there is nothing wrong in principle in writing publicly about these
  things. My burden is that I care deeply for the people I have seen flopping
  from one absurd, reductionistic, life-quenching lie to another; or roll in
  the same mud over and over again, in every conversation. I have sometimes
  shared my longing for joy and fullness of heart, and shown how my heart is
  behind these friends; other times, I have kept quiet about things, knowing
  they already think I’m a batty loon and want to retain outward appearances
  for the sake of acting like them externally to make them more comfortable.
  Did my friends even guess the terms when I went home to room from choir
  every week to cry in distress?</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">For all my faults and failures, I wonder each time how Paul would
  conduct himself with these friends long-distance, after he had to leave
  them. He would pour out his concern and love for them, convince them of his
  goodwill, and yearn and strive for their every joy and blessing with open
  letters if he had to. I have a few more weeks to go, but if I want to ever
  communicate remotely, I’d better try it out first. I’m making a break, and,
  like Paul, my blog may contain content specifically directed against certain
  errors from now on.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">[Before reading on, please, may I make a special request. Set aside a
  few minutes either to read to the end (it’s not long), or if you won’t
  commit to that, to watch the clips at the end first. I know by ¶2 half of
  the people I am addressing are grumbling, switching off and thinking of a
  thousand reasons for rejecting this out of hand. Stop and engage your hearts
  and brains, and if you have any belief in God, I challenge you to give the
  least sign you are engaging with this by urging you not to ignore this plea
  to pray a quickie asking for an understanding of the truth. Read the whole
  scribble or watch the clips first.]</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">This post is a jumble, a combination of ideas. I want to put down, for
  the record, the nature of preaching, the call to new lives of
  sanctification, the lordship of Christ over our minds and epistemology, our
  call to repentance, the ethical implications of the gospel, the belief that
  our hearts can change for the better, our call to humility not
  self-justification, the involvement of unbelievers with chapels, and other
  conversations I have had this term. I can only throw out a few ideas tonight
  on my free day before bed, and won’t be able to tidy anything up before next
  month in any case, but behind each of these things, there is only one
  injunction, one truth: that Jesus rules as lord, truly and certainly, as
  ruler of all, and exercises his power in nothing less than taking the
  punishment for our sins and giving us new lives with him, while giving us
  the promise of fresh hearts and minds, clean lives, new hopes, a right
  direction in all our activities directed towards his glory. That is the
  overwhelming and overpowering truth of the bible: God’s grace, to we who in
  no way deserve it, to hear and act in our lives for such good. There is
  nothing greater, nothing better, more healing, more fulfilling, more true,
  more loving, than the vast package made available to us through the cross,
  and my polemic is never, ever petty. Each issue is of value to me, dear to
  me, because God’s immense love is at stake, and each issue connects on our
  lives at a primary level.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I only have time to scribble one short remark, based on a silly
  conversation at dinner about preaching. I am, without dissimulation, sick
  and tired of what goes on in these arguments. I love preaching, treasure it,
  and eagerly long to see it happen in chapel. I look at these friends’ lives
  and see their emaciated bones, parched lips, and withered bodies, shrivelled
  by the pouring away of each cup, and famine of teaching and nourishment in
  their hearts. Where is the love for Christ and urgent need to see that love
  grow in our hearts, ignited by zealous fervour, seeking the supreme joy of
  submitting every day in every way to his lordship, holding back nothing for
  ourselves? Where do we see a hunger and thirst which hopes to slake itself
  and gorge on God’s very own words to us, and hurry to listen and be
  challenged in our deepest parts to make that message true? If our hearts do
  not seek after God, can anyone even call himself a Christian if he refuses
  so much as to check the box ‘I recognise this is a problem and want my
  hopes, dreams, values, thinking, to be changed to his way’? What about those
  who do not follow Christ’s basic, first-things-first instruction on sexual
  relationships? How much does such a heart need and require to be challenged
  by the true God’s very own offer of what is right and best? What about those
  who refuse, ever, not once to anyone in three years, to admit that seek
  change on anything other than their own terms? What about those chapel
  officers, who, seeing unbelievers speaking truths as lies and confusing the
  witness of the chapel, nonetheless argue that these very same people should
  have some control over the extent to which the chapel preaches the very same
  Christian message they reject?</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">If I indulge in polemic on a seemingly trivial issue of different ways
  of conducting a service, the truth must surely be plain to everyone that my
  heart is in because I value the supremacy of Jesus over our hearts, the
  fundamental and irreversible goodness of what he draws us into? This, this
  is what preaching is for: to quicken my dull spirits, to brighten our hearts
  with the penetrating and cutting exposition of our sin and hard-heartedness
  in responding to Jesus, to set our eyes on what we do not yet even dare or
  will to hope for to happen in us, by his grace. You are thirsty, stunted,
  not because you like sermons of one sort while I happen to prefer another
  style of talking, but because we are arguing over the place of the
  life-changing action of God’s word confronting us and dragging us on. I love
  preaching; I love it deeply, fervently, because God’s word promises to
  change you as it has changed me and all believers everywhere who fall under
  its power through the faithful ministry of God’s servants. This is
  preaching: the public, regular, communal submission to that process by which
  God renews our hope in salvation and a new, pure and glorious life, and
  directs us towards it. Do you not want preaching?</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I type because I have nothing better, when I have reached a dead-end
  in conversations. You know my heart on these things: Cambridge students
  aren’t morons. You don’t suppose I just like things done my way and pass my
  dinners arguing over things which don’t really concern us. This is real, and
  so important, but I can’t talk about these things with some people, those at
  dinner, and those not, because they have stopped listening or never did.
  Tonight, as each night, as I begin, before barely getting the chance to
  explain what is on my mind, some stupid, illogical, thoughtless,
  reductionistic, or evasive question or counter-argument cuts in. I am being
  brutal, but why pretend otherwise? I write because I must, because there’s
  no other way of getting things out when people won’t listen. Couldn’t you
  stop and think for fifteen seconds and ask yourself what sort of a church I
  choose to attend, what sort of preaching I am starting to describe, before
  launching in and disagreeing? Sometimes I sound angry, a few rare times
  because I am, but sometimes as now, I am just frustrated and ready to hang
  my head weeping at the stubbornness that holds us back from running towards
  Jesus’ open arms and glorifying him with our hearts and lives.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">You know my desires, and if preaching is to be the topic out of
  tonight’s conversations which I babble on about, so be it. You know my hopes
  that each of us be filled to the measure with the fullness of grace, as we
  are now in no way close to being, and this is my motivation. If I am harsh,
  and put in writing such strong criticism, it is because I so rarely seem to
  be able to get to what I want to say in conversation without being stopped.
  Please, I urge, exhort, and declare that every reader take the time to find
  out what the bible really says about preaching in so far as it is a lifeline
  to changing our hearts and growing in joy and fresh life. As I pour out my
  prayers for each friend in Peterhouse, may God firstly grant that expend
  myself well in my the final weeks, embedding a recollection of the truth of
  God’s radical, passionate love in each person’s heart, and may grant that in
  doing that I don’t by error destroy what friendship he has given us to
  share; and for each of these dear people to have all knowledge and
  discernment, all wisdom to recognise and grasp what is good, approving it,
  and to know what is the length and depth and breadth and width of God’s love
  for us.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I can do no better than close by offering John Piper’s comments on
  this issue. His passion is greater than I could muster, his love less
  tainted, and his expression clearer. Grant me the indulgence to watch to the
  end of these clips before disagreeing with any faulty expression I may give
  things.</p><iframe xmlns:html="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="youtube-player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/chuX6U-nX_8"/></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/04/what-does-it-mean-to-be-eco</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/04/what-does-it-mean-to-be-eco" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">What does it mean to be eco?</h:div></title><published>2011-04-12T00:56:06+01:00</published><updated>2011-04-12T18:55:18+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>A brief definition, which is neat, tidy, and sufficiently
      encompassing<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I had a thought today. What is the best way of describing the drive
  that is really at the heart of being ecologically friendly? In life, our
  purpose is to fulfil the creation to multiply and fill the Earth, subduing
  it and being fruitful, exercising dominion over every part of creation. This
  is a very broad mandate, encompassing all of human culture, from the
  intellectual expression of it, those things we enjoy in our minds without
  consuming any physical resources like music, or maths; secondly those things
  we actually have to make, like gold jewellery or bathroom tiles; finally,
  there are the social aspects of culture, in our friendships, families, or
  coworkers as we create value by building up relationships (I doubt I made up
  this threefold division entirely on my own; it’s possible, though, since I
  have no idea where I might have filched it from).</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Being eco is simply the observation that only physical aspects of
  culture have any real capacity constraints on them, coupled with the
  attitude that we wish to examine these physical resources we consume and
  keep them in right proportion to the other ways we engage in
  culture-building. That’s a pretty neat way of summarising eco, and is
  theologically low-level enough to build pretty much anything we want on it
  without being reductionist.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/technical-updates</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/technical-updates" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Technical updates</h:div></title><published>2011-03-27T00:24:43+00:00</published><updated>2011-04-12T18:55:21+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>A bit of waffle about my technical prowess. The little bugs I have
      fixed that you are not interested in I am not reporting, so CompScis do
      read. This is probably as interesting as the posts about my own blogging
      system get.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I have done a spot of tinkering with this site this week in the course
  of writing some more stuff, still at my old tricks of adding a line or two
  of code for every article. Slightly more ambitiously this week I enabled
  neatly-generated <abbr class="acronym initialism">PDF</abbr> versions of articles. To do that, I
  am using PrinceXML. As far as I can find, it is the very best tool available
  for rendering <abbr class="acronym initialism">XML</abbr> content to pages using
  <abbr class="acronym initialism">CSS</abbr> styling, which means I can use it quickly without
  duplicating all my formatting for the main version of the site.
  Unfortunately, not only is PrinceXML not extensible to do quite all the
  things I would like (though I have to say, its <abbr class="acronym initialism">CSS</abbr>
  support is much better than any browser, perhaps because there are not
  performance implications); and, what is even more obnoxious is its licencing
  with forces me to link to their site on my Colophon page as well as
  prominently display their logo on all <abbr class="acronym initialism">PDF</abbr>s. Overall, I am
  very happy with the system and can live with its closed-source nature. It
  was quick and easy to enable.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I have also, while writing more for the site, exercised a bit more of
  my web technologies hobbying with planning future stylistic pinnacles for my
  content. The updated <a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/colophon">Colophon</a> has the
  latest in sketch, but I’ll helpfully reproduce it here.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The largest thing I am investigating is to write a stonking JavaScript
  library to handle layout. Browsers can’t be trusted to do nice line-breaking
  which minimises raggedness; nor do they place floats cleverly; nor do they
  handle column breaking well (WebKit very buggily, Opera with quite a few
  features but poor float handling; Fx stably but with non-existent break
  handling). Basically, the text layout problem is quite hard, dealing with at
  least line-breaks, hyphenation, justification, column-breaks, and tables and
  floats and footnotes in columnar material. This is all very performance
  sensitive (typically <mml:math xmlns:m="http://www.w3.org/1998/Math/MathML" xmlns:mml="http://www.w3.org/1998/Math/MathML" display="inline"><mml:semantics><mml:mrow><mml:mi>O</mml:mi><mml:mo stretchy="false">(</mml:mo><mml:msup><mml:mtext># words</mml:mtext> <mml:mn>2</mml:mn></mml:msup><mml:mo stretchy="false">)</mml:mo></mml:mrow><mml:annotation encoding="LaTeX">O(\text{# words}^2)</mml:annotation></mml:semantics></mml:math>), so browsers will never get as pretty as here as static
  renderers like LaTeX or InDesign. If re-flow takes 0.25 s in LaTeX, that is
  considered pretty good, but those sorts of algorithms are totally
  unacceptable in browsers. Where the content is not dynamic however, a
  single-pass of the appropriate algorithms can be done at page load.
  JavaScript, with its excellent selector languages (<abbr class="acronym">XPath</abbr>
  and <abbr class="acronym initialism">CSS</abbr>) and clear separation between content tree, and
  rendering and painting/font metrics, actually makes the ideal way to go
  about implementing this sort of thing, and could even outdo TeX, which, for
  legacy reasons, is forced to accommodate the memory and processing power of
  100 MHz computers and so uses first-fit fill for handling page breaks. There
  are libraries which have made a start on using JavaScript for beautiful text
  layout, but the sort of highly elegant handling of columns, floats,
  footnotes, and so on, all together, is still an open problem. Tackling it
  would take a decent time commitment and resolve, because it’s pointless to
  write or use until you get to the point where performance, features, and
  lack of glitches exceed browsers’ native layout.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">This is a pretty ambitious idea, so I have no idea if I’ll embark on
  it, or how fully. Hacking in hyphenation and pretty paragraph breaks should
  be doable, but there’s not much point unless I can properly take over the
  column flows and get them just right. In the aim of making the site as
  readable and nice to use as possible, I ought probably to prioritising some
  updates to the old article listings more, but I’m loathe to take away the
  minimalist ideal.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">As has been remarked before, content is king. With little to show to
  follow up on my long articles a few weeks ago, I can assure you that I do
  indeed have a lot of thoughts going on. You might see me before you read
  anything, though.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/state-of-the-union</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/state-of-the-union" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">State of the Union</h:div></title><published>2011-03-18T23:56:45+00:00</published><updated>2011-04-14T16:29:35+01:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>My termly round-up on the mood of the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>. An
      attempt to gauge the feeling and texture of its members. A joy that 
      this term for the first time I am immensely pleased with its
      direction.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:p><h:b><h:a href="/pdf/2011/03/state-of-the-union">Read the article in pretty <h:abbr class="initialism">PDF</h:abbr>.</h:a></h:b></h:p><h:hr/><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="colophon" id="id2590466"><p>This is a post which gives me great joy to write. In a rough way, it
    mirrors some posts or emails I have sent after the last couple of
    GenComms, reflecting my perceptions of the state of the (CICC) Union. This
    time I am especially happy though.</p></section><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has
  blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in
  Christ!<sup><a id="id2591529" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/#ftn.id2591529" class="footnote">1</a></sup> I am amazed by the feeling and new ambiance within the
  <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> over the last year. We have been amazingly blessed!
  The two things I most desire in a meeting actually happened, sort of.
  Firstly, we had a chance to appraise our outlook, which for the first time
  in several years I am entirely happy with, and the GenComm mood reflected
  that. Secondly, we were given a chance to assess our message. There was not
  really any feedback there, which was a shame, but that is something I have
  been suggesting for a while we really should gauge in GenComm.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2591580" class="title">1. The nitty-gritty (from our circle)</h2></header><p>Prayer: several good ideas passed on the exec. Ideas for a
    <abbr class="acronym initialism">DPM</abbr> rotating round the colleges suggested, and we
    seemed closer than we have for a while. Prayer drive was good, but served
    its purpose and will not be such a heavy focus every term. Helping reps
    put on prayer meetings—Is ML’s prayer guide still used or worth
    tweaking?</p><p>Treasury: Hard to assess Geraldine; happy to take her word that
    there are no concerns the GenComm could prod on. External giving fine.
    FROGs—wonderful growth; could mix in Central reps’ prayer rota; website
    help(!)</p><p>Training/Reps/LGs: What a great HP, and Central teaching still good
    even if fillers. LG return greeted with gladness; a natural outflow of
    exec realising what a large outlook the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> really
    has. Jonah showed that going through books especially helpful for reps in
    CG. Argument about reps leading BS getting mellower; more bought over by
    slant that reps can feel like they really own CG [I now reckon it would
    have been good for me repping to lead a bit more, though Carsten et al.
    were great; still slightly unconvinced it is right for all CGs]. Central
    balance—more later.</p><p>Outreach: Not much comment. ME good. Usual marginally helpful
    comments on slanting titles (usually to questioner’s personal
    taste).</p><p>International: iCafe worth investigating, but caution from old Globe
    memories. Jews worth meeting with more and discussing.</p><p>Events: re the joint events discussion—some back and forth, but for
    me crucial question is “What will we do after the next joint event where
    it doesn’t go our way/we ‘lose’/opposing speaker too effective or behaves
    badly?” We keep saying we are happy to let truth win out and be seen for
    what it is, but we should be realistic and know what it could look like to
    do an event with an organisation whose aims are against ours. Go into it
    with eyes open, thinking of what we say to members at next Central. Do the
    thought experiment: we ought not to be putting on these events if a bad
    one would prevent us doing more. On the other hand, if we feel we could
    still pray rightly, that membership would still be on board with inviting
    for more, and we could carry on past a disappointment, then perhaps we
    would have the right attitude to take on things like that. Subsidiary
    question: “What exactly are ‘aims opposing ours’?” What is it exactly
    about <abbr class="acronym initialism">CUID</abbr> which makes it OK to take on non-DB speakers
    with them? Make sure thinking is crisp, so we can keep doing whatever
    outreach is right for us, because I heard <abbr class="acronym initialism">CUID</abbr> talk was
    great. We want to be able to do more, but be ready as a body for all the
    liabilities that these events could entail.</p><p>ME: some Qs asked and discussion about pitching the gospel; how we
    phrase things; what our preferred presentation is. More below.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2591548" class="title">2. The trends and emphases</h2></header><p>Excursus. I have a continuing search for language which really
    describes the theology of the heart. I have gone through various phrases,
    calling it trend, disposition, inclination, flavour, shading, shape, form,
    and currently, texture. Doctrine is what we teach to the whole heart, from
    the highly cognitive debates about lapsarianism, to this very wishy
    attempt to describe our patterns and modes of feeling about things. Often
    we divide or differ based on very cognitive things, the doctrines we can
    get a handle, when actually what is really going on is a much more
    holistic theological difference. How do we really see the Spirit touching
    our hearts? How do teaching, zeal, sanctification, preaching, evangelism,
    really fit in to the broadest outlook and attitudes we have? This is the
    sense in which I use the word <i class="wordasword">texture</i>.</p><section><header><h3 id="id2591094" class="title">2.1. Breadth of outlook</h3></header><p>The question we ask ourselves here is, “What then is the texture
      of the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>, and how it to be?” If I may be allowed
      to reminisce, the broadest understanding we have had of this in my time
      was under John Young (or alongside, as he might have put it). A bit
      before that, and since then, we have tended to drop a valuable part of
      that texture, in the name of tightening down on our aims, in some form
      or another.</p><p>Almost all the debates between churches, within churches, and
      within the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> I feel come down to this point, that
      of dropping part our outlook or vision because it is unnecessary, and
      that of fostering and growing it because it is wonderful and true. On
      the one hand, we can fall prey to the temptation to reduce our outlook,
      like churches with an un-nuanced view of working for Christ and
      ministry, or taking very narrow stands on matters of interpretation, or
      slimming fellowship down to focus on encouragement and exhortation. On
      the other hand, we have the uphill battles of teaching the fullness of
      grace, of building a fellowship that acts in every way as God’s people,
      of living and expressing Christ’s rule in every place in every way, or
      of seeing the richness of built up as God’s people and teaching each
      other to desire more in teaching and heart. I’m touching on a lot of big
      issues for some churches now and even in Cambridge, but it would take a
      lot of my vague whiffle to point out some of the references perhaps and
      explain how I perceive them to touch our feelings. (I have used the
      terminology ‘the <span class="emphasis"><em>size</em></span> or
      <span class="emphasis"><em>extent</em></span> of a worldview’ in conversation
      before.)</p><p>This same issue of texture runs through all the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>’s traditional spats, from houseparties, Central
      books and length, college group organisation, whether
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> is there to build up the ‘not-keen’, right down
      the way each moment we go about exhorting to evangelism, or pitching
      prayer meetings. We debate on points of application, going over the same
      arguments again about how different people receive sermons of different
      length or content, but it is this texture which underlies our actions
      which we really need to palpate.</p><p>God’s hand is mightier than ours, his thoughts greater than ours,
      his plans vaster than ours. We should think of Christianity as being the
      maximal worldview, the most enlarged and containing not just only true
      things, but everything which is true. It is not enough to be consistent
      if we do that by cutting off the areas where we do not see God’s
      action.</p><p>In the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>, we are God’s people, who are
      bought by him, taught by him, shaped by him. The richness of his outlook
      is ours, and shapes every move we make. Each and every action of every
      Christian must be part of that context. Zooming in on one face in a
      picture and cropping it there means we no longer have a group photo.
      Chucking out the fullness of our expansive worldview is not an
      option.</p><p>In some way, there has never been any danger of the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> massively losing this. We could all see the
      madness of cutting out singing in Central, or dropping international
      mission to the world, simply to focus in on our core aims without
      distraction. That trend, though, has come up time and time again in
      every year I have been in the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>, through four
      years of GenComms. God’s world has an extraordinary hugeness of meaning,
      his people a grandness of purpose, and that is where we live and who we
      are. It is not possible to turn up at college group just as an
      evangelist and not as a whole Christian intending to focus on
      evangelism, nor is it possible to forget how it is that Central affects
      us as whole Christians. Even though we can consider a focused aim, we
      have to keep the context of that aim in view.</p><p>This is my joy this term: more than ever before, the whole
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> has been growing this dense texture. We are
      aiming to treat reps as brothers and sisters and not just college
      outreach stimulators, and in a small and subtle way they are working
      more closely with college groups as God’s co-people. We take delight in
      having together the character of God’s people at Central, and the calls
      for downgrading it in one way or another have gone. The terrible
      mentions a couple of years back about making the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> more of a place for the keen, and that we could
      even encourage the others to move on from college groups because
      discipleship was not our goal; those factions have moved on a bit and we
      have a different sense now that we are united as a GenComm, not split,
      in seeing that whole character of God’s people inform and shape our
      attitudes to college groups. We want good teaching in Central which does
      not focus exclusively on evangelism because we have now a grasp of that
      texture which clothes God’s church.</p><p>I will moderate my message a spot, because we are not all there
      yet. We always need to fight to keep what we have, and grow it more and
      more in the areas of outlook on relationships, or our degree work, or
      the many more immediate concerns of evangelism. I am amazed though how
      far we seemed to have come, so quickly. The hazy way the (now old) exec
      seemed to be struggling with these same old issues has cleared up very
      rapidly, as we can read off from the thermometer of traditional points
      of dispute, like LG training, CG book, and so on. The defining moment of
      GenComm was when Matt Wells, an Edenite, asked whether our Centrals on
      prayer had strayed too far from our evangelistic aim, and we heard a
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> president, for the first time I can remember in
      years, defending it on the grounds that we needed a holistic
      appreciation of what it was that were doing. What a reversal of some
      previous years! Praise be to God for either fixing my outlook or moving
      the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> closer to his good ways!</p></section><section><header><h3 id="id2591775" class="title">2.2. Focus of message</h3></header><p>It is right as a union of God’s people for mission and witness to
      think especially of our message. There are lots of ways of slanting the
      gospel, and different units we can slot into our presentation of the
      message. Do we start with creation? How much about judgement do we need
      to put in? There is no one right way of fitting the pieces together, and
      different talk titles and different speakers follow different lines,
      sometimes putting the same truths over with only different words, others
      arranging the pieces genuinely differently. We have to sit back
      sometimes and ourselves whether the trends and patterns in the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr>’s language and flow in presenting the gospel
      are right for our time, place, and audience. It is not entirely clear to
      me where we should be going, which I can slightly escape from by
      pointing out the GenComm’s vagueness here. I still want to see how well
      we can do in stimulating discussion along these lines and building an
      awareness of that process of feedback, so that in future in selecting
      and briefing speakers we can be conforming the texture of what we teach
      publicly to what we want to be coming out. There was more movement
      towards that as a leadership this time than before, so the encouragement
      to the new exec is to think about what the mood is in the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> regarding the slant and tone of our talks,
      about how to draw out useful feedback, and what we might need to be
      doing to nudge the outward emphases and contours of our message towards
      what is right for our hearers.</p></section></section><div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="footnotes"><hr/><div class="footnote"><p><sup><a id="ftn.id2591529" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/#id2591529" class="para">1</a></sup>As Edenites know, this must always be to the
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">YMCA</abbr> tune.</p></div></div></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/things-i-hate-about-facebook</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/things-i-hate-about-facebook" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Exploring Facebook: a week in</h:div></title><published>2011-03-03T22:50:44+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:08+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>I set myself the challenge of using Facebook this term, and got
      started about a week ago. These are my thoughts so far.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I initially had a horror of Facebook, a creepy repulsion to the way it
  presents people, and I wanted to see if I could lose that. The answer is,
  partially. In trying to work out where my unease comes from, I have come to
  three points, in ascending order of seriousness.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2945913" class="title">1. Basic Problems of Medium</h2></header><p>Facebook works only as well as it transfers information. Typing
    stuff in English is pretty good as a place to start, so there is not too
    much to complain about in that sense. You think of something, you type it,
    and it gets sent to your ‘friends’. The difficulties include firstly that
    the information sent is often vacuous or inane. What you enter as a status
    or comment is only as contentful as the thoughts going through your mind
    at the time, and those thoughts are not fed by a blank screen to stimulate
    ideas to fill the space, but by a clutter of disjointed snippets. The text
    people enter is only as good as the surroundings when it is written, so
    what comes out is usually pretty worthless. This is not a particularly bad
    problem though in the sense that there is nothing harmful about silliness
    nor does a status update have to be bad; the site just sets up an
    environment where they are likely to be.</p><p>Secondly, the news feed and walls are highly indiscriminate. They
    can only filter out stuff from people you don’t see often, rather than do
    anything which might be more helpful. A lot of information gets chucked at
    you, most of it not worth knowing, so there is the difficulty of using it
    effectively. Again, I am trying to spend lots of time on Facebook, so this
    does not particularly worry me at the moment.</p><p>Thirdly, it is too immediate. With no chance of writing draft
    statuses or delaying them in any way, you just get stuff coming out too
    quickly. This has bitten me already, and I don’t like media where content
    is delivered instantly without any way of gauging its response and
    expanding or correcting what was said.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2945957" class="title">2. Inaccuracy and Inauthenticity</h2></header><section><header><h3 id="id2945964" class="title">2.1. Lack of Interaction</h3></header><p>It makes me slightly shifty to think about the closeness of like I
      have with the people in my ‘friends’ list. Without wasting words, we all
      know little genuine dialogue happens on Facebook. Arguably, that’s not
      what it’s for, but I put off letters to a couple of people before
      realising that it only because commenting with them on Facebook had
      given me a false sense that we were exchanging enough to justify that.
      Danger.</p><p>I could add that this is just the wrong way to find things out. I
      have found out about several of my friends seeing each other who never
      mentioned it, and of some who are engaged (one whom I didn’t even know
      was seeing anyone). News is good to talk about and should be part of
      what we share together in real life, but Facebook can suck all of that
      into its system and actually detract from real-life friendships. Talking
      about things happening to us or doing them together is one of the most
      wonderful ways to interact personally, but by moving the excitement of
      first hearing about things onto an impersonal medium, I think a lot is
      lost. This is therefore one of the things I find most creepy about
      Facebook, and why I still feel a slight twitch or squirm clicking onto
      someone’s profile, knowing that what is there is somewhat like my
      friend, but takes away some of the freshness of ever sharing with him
      what is there.</p></section><section><header><h3 id="id2807270" class="title">2.2. Photos</h3></header><p>They say the camera never lies. Actually, it lies most of the
      time. What photons fall on its sensor it records fine, but it is lousy
      at capturing the world as we see it. A landscape photo is harmless; you
      look at the mountain in real life, and it looks fairly sensible, and on
      the photo, it is as you remembered it. The same shape, mostly the same
      qualities. The way you think of the mountain is unchanged. A stunning
      wildlife photograph of an ant is a lie. You can’t see those things on
      its body in that way; it does not represent the way we work with things.
      It used to be that writing a letter to the Royal Society about spiders
      took a long time (cf. Jonathan Edwards’), but now we bypass the process
      by thinking of ants or insects in terms of these microscopic pictures we
      have of them, gained with no interaction or investment of our time. Now,
      that is not necessarily bad, but it is something to be aware of: what
      inputs are we getting, and how authentic are they?</p><p>Facebook photos are lies. Not all of them, but many of them. I
      might have been sitting right next to the person, I might even be in the
      photo, without having perceived what is going on in the way that fuzzy,
      candid phone snap portrays it. I am can’t follow this too far, because I
      am reasonable and the effect is not great. I do feel it right to raise
      the issue though that with no experience of photo sharing or viewing
      before this, this distortion is real and especially noticeable to me. I
      don’t like it. A posed photo, a group shot, captures exactly what is
      going on, as the environment is accommodated to the medium, but when
      that does not happen we can twist the way we relate to our friends; or,
      if we see too much of them posing again something wholesome and
      authentic is lost even if the images truly describe what they were doing
      at the time.</p><p>There is one more problem with Facebook images, and that is the
      galleries. We see our friends wearing different clothes, in different
      groups, scattered all over the world. Which ones do we click on to
      enlarge? There is a passive distortion, as some photos jump out at us
      more, and an active one as we click on some but not others. I am sure
      you can guess where I am driving with this, firstly in the general
      disruption of what we value or look out for in our friends, and secondly
      in the more obvious and very unpleasant sense.</p></section><section><header><h3 id="id2808149" class="title">2.3. Excitement</h3></header><p>I mentioned earlier my horror of horror of prying and viewing
      information, and way photos distort what we are looking and hoping for
      in the instants of interaction with our ‘friends’: a funny photo to make
      us smile; a quick complaint we sympathise with; a confirmation of or
      disagreement with something we approve good to make us happy in
      agreement or self-righteousness? There can be all these and more, and I
      want to note that in each case they come down to the same point, that of
      our goals. I have a pretty clear picture of what fellowship could look
      like, and moving towards that with some friends or sharing aspects of it
      with others very strongly excites me, but the underlying trend of
      Facebook could be to subvert our goals by stimulating and exciting us
      with the wrong things. This is almost too broad to be contain any
      insight, but it is my preliminary suggestion of what an underlying might
      be Facebook that gives it such unreality and horrid feel to me.</p></section></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/question-not-a-question</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/question-not-a-question" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The question not a question not the question not a question</h:div></title><published>2011-03-03T21:50:39+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:09+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>To me, this counts as self-deprecating humour and letting off
      steam. It’s the Facebook generation version of my theologically more
      <span class="emphasis"><em>nuanced</em></span> posts, falling flat in the gap between
      engagingly short and contentfully long, and is neither funny nor
      meaningful. On the other hand, humour is the death of self-pity. Perhaps
      this abstract is part of that meta-critique also.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The question (but not <span class="emphasis"><em>the</em></span> question) is to
  correctly punctuate my title. Meta-answers on a postcard.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The real question is to consider the question not a question. I
  describe it as ‘not a question’ because, normatively it is not really a
  question from the point of view of the so-called questioner. “It’s um, well,
  I was thinking, about, um, well, life, so to speak, and thought I might, (if
  I may, without seeming too…), well….” [His eyebrows move, consonant with the
  vibrant and dynamic hum of the city, in such a way as to suggest a fixity of
  intention and fluidity of action. Suddenly a sparrow chirps, distantly
  off-stage, in order to evoke the elusive texture of the meta-narrative.]
  “So…? … It’s nice weather today, isn’t it?” The first point is clear.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">The second reason to describe it as ‘not a question’ is that a real
  (not meta–) question should have more than one possible answer.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">While the content (and it does exist) is real and mine, the style is
  Tom Stoppard’s. Pray for the Eden lads and watch the play. Every paragraph
  of this piece contains the syllable ‘meta–’. In conclusion, as the title
  suggests, there exists ‘The question not a question (not “the question, not
  ‘a’ question”)’.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/a-roundup-and-subscription</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/a-roundup-and-subscription" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">A roundup and subscription</h:div></title><published>2011-03-01T23:32:47+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:37+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>Plenty is going on with the site, so I interleave some
      instructions on consuming feeds with some recent site updates<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I feel the need for yet another quick summary post. I have scribbled
  more this week than usual, as well as writing some letters to friends and
  grandparents, on top of making a concerted effort to use VisageFolio more.
  What’s up: well, read the posts. Some posts are private, so as ever, please
  log in if you want to see them. I try to avoid to many self-referential
  comments in posts, so I’ll apologise here instead for the excessive
  number of obscure references. What I write I write; what I publish is
  imprinted forever, whether right, wrong, good, or bad, and that’s just
  who I am, as authentically as I can manage.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2815887" class="title">1. Feeding time</h2></header><p>I realise that some people I know (and in my family) need help easily
  consuming online content. The way is works is that I write stuff, it appears
  here, and people I know read it, plus a load of guys from Russia and America
  who come for the computer articles (I’m at the top of Google hits for a few
  specific searches, which do get impressions). Now, it would be a pain to
  expect everyone to check the sites of all their friends, newspapers,
  magazines, and so on regularly, which is why the web has run on things
  called <i class="wordasword">feeds</i> for a while now. The idea is that
  there is a directory of all the stuff on my site which a piece of software
  can read and and use to notify my friends whenever I write something, so
  they never have to bother checking for updates. I guess most people my age
  in the Facebook generation of social media couldn’t survive without a feed
  reader, but if you’ve yet to jump onboard, there are loads to choose from. I
  use <a class="link" href="http://www.google.com/reader/">Google Reader</a>
  which works pretty well for me [geek note—it chews up the maths posts
  majorly; only my patched version of Firefox supports those at the
  moment].</p><p>If you have a reader and want to subscribe, your browser either has an
  orange square icon in the address bar above, or a ‘Subscribe to this page’
  option on the bookmarks menu which you can use to add my site. Easy! There
  is one important proviso: when you log in, you get a special feed that
  includes the non-public posts too. So, make sure to log in below
  <span class="emphasis"><em>before</em></span> you subscribe to the feed in your reader.</p><p>On the other hand, if you don’t have a reader and there are various
  sites (like <abbr class="acronym initialism">BBC</abbr> news, other news sites, some friends’
  blogs, and so on) that you check regularly, now might be a good time to try
  one out.</p><form xmlns:html="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" action="http://blogtrottr.com" method="post">
    <p>Finally, if this is all just too much for you and want a dead simple
    way to keep up to date, there is a tool which converts feeds into emails
    and will notify you each time I post something. Just pop in your email
    here: <input name="btr_email" type="text"/><input name="btr_url" type="hidden" value="/feed/"/> and <input type="submit" value="submit it"/>(but again, do log in below first!).
    It’ll be more spammy than a feed reader, and I’d rather give my users a
    premium feel to their experience, but it is simple and convenient if you
    don’t follow too much content online.</p>
  </form></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2815986" class="title">2. Geeky details</h2></header><p>I’ll just mention in passing that I have tweaked the site with more
    flashiness in the past week, including better Opera compatibility and
    MathML support for Chrome using MathJax (disgusting pile of corporate
    bloat, but it’s very fast, compliant, and give excellent results on all
    platforms; why Chrome doesn’t compile in WebKit’s native MathML support is
    beyond me).</p><p>Also new this week is the fact that I have turned on wall commenting
    on the VF (Facebook) links to my posts. This is experimental, and I may
    turn it off again soon. I am bothered by the thought of VF stealing people
    away from my site to interact with the content there, but then again, it
    is true that I am also reluctant to flip the switch on comments here, so
    it’s hardly like VF can be meaningfully said to draw people away from
    commenting here. I’ll see how long I can bear it.</p><p>Of more relevance, I should note that actually since the start the
    site feed has been rather clever, and accepts a few parameters to make it
    less noisy. The idea was I might get family members to subscribe if they
    could filter out the programming posts. I never documented it, so it’s not
    really useful, but the cool feature is that you can subscribe to a subset
    of my posts classified not just by category but also by Google site
    search. Google gets a hit every time a subscriber grabs the feed, but my
    conscience is easy until the world and their dog start using the feature.
    <a class="link" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/feed/archive/category=daily-life,computing;search=xml/">Try
    it!</a> The Google bit is more of a novelty than anything else, but I
    wrote the dozen lines of <abbr class="acronym initialism">PHP</abbr> it took for the ordinany
    site search, and there was no point writing another few lines to turn it
    off for the feeds. The problem is that Google terms of service forbid
    reordering their results, so there is no way to make it give results in
    date order, only most relevant.</p></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/03/capturing-moonshine</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/03/capturing-moonshine" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Capturing moonshine</h:div></title><published>2011-03-01T12:43:23+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:39+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>A little riffle to flex things around a bit.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I’ve been stuck again for the last few nights wrestling with the
  ‘usual’ while going to sleep, and spent a bit of time this morning airing it
  some more and seeing if I can squash it back under again. Just to prove a
  point I suppose, I thought it best to end on a light note before lunch. The
  scansion is poor, and it would be funnier if it were actually good use of
  words, but it does keep me sane, and reminds us all I suppose that just
  because something fits the mould doesn’t make it meaningful, or at least,
  that if the good Lord had intended us to express our feelings he wouldn’t
  have made us of meat.</p><div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="blockquote"><blockquote class="blockquote"><div class="literallayout"><p>Shall I start my sonnet with a question?<br/>
It's a quirky scheme, Shakespearean form,<br/>
But for the English, it's become the norm.<br/>
(There's no answer, so don't give a mention.)<br/>
There's introspection; the verse develops<br/>
in lolloping lines languidly moving,<br/>
then faster short sharp sibilance proving<br/>
that true love all other things envelops.<br/>
We need some enjambment to quicken<br/>
the pulse of our readers' urgent lection;<br/>
like snails' childhood griefs the plot must thicken,<br/>
or some other notice of education.<br/>
Now expansive, our ardent bachelor<br/>
Must be fended off with a spatula.</p></div></blockquote></div></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/02/titus-again</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/02/titus-again" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Titus again &amp; the preaching of Scriptural clarity; a theology
    of lordship</h:div></title><published>2011-02-27T16:02:57+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:40+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>Two main themes here, taken from material heard and delivered this
      week, firstly expanding on my thoughts from Titus earlier, and secondly
      expressing some of motivation for living in surrender and
      submission<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I have heard a lot of teaching this week, and talked a lot as well. In
  between my irrepressible bubbliness, I have actually said more important
  things this week than most, hidden in the unusually high noise level. It
  feels like cheating to pick out this common thread and re-interpret those
  conservations by pretending they were all actually about Titus and clarity,
  but I’ll give it a go.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">This is a long and heavy one; do dip in if you want, but otherwise get
  a bible ready and engage with me a bit, not because I am so awesome that I
  have knowledge, but as friends or brothers willing to share more deeply than
  the surface.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2759124" class="title">1. Titus</h2></header><p>Titus is a book about maturity, about how to get there, and where
    the church fits in. Have a little read again if it’s not fresh. We can
    ask, what is Paul most keen for us to get on board with? Ultimately, to be
    pure and zealous for good works (2:14), and nearer to home to have an
    attitude of owning the situations around us. See how he moves from looking
    at the role of elders, their leadership and calling to seize hold of
    situations not passively, but exerting themselves to get stuck in with
    what is going on around him; from there to the way the whole church shows
    those qualities to each other, since indeed God’s grace has appeared for
    all people and this attitude is not just for the keen few.</p><p>For me, grasping this freshly has been (as I mentioned earlier) a
    key focus in the last fortnight for me. One of the kind ladies at church
    today even came up to me and asked me what had happened that I looked more
    peaceful so suddenly! I can pick up luckily on one of Paul’s emphases
    here; it’s cheating because the outward responsibility and the issue of
    clarity came up at me from two different directions, but lucky because
    Paul treats them together here. The leading question is, given what Paul
    wants us to be keen about, how does he see that coming about? Again, there
    is a distant cause, that we were regenerated and renewed by the Holy
    Spirit (3:5), which is proximally linked to the topic of submitting to
    teaching right there in 3:8–10, as well as earlier in his application
    warm-up in 1:9.</p><p>What is the trustworthy word as taught? Paul is talking about the
    way the word leads us to zealousness, and the teaching in the church to
    holiness, so that by the Spirit we could become heirs according the hope
    of eternal life. I want to be clear what it is we are to hold firm to,
    because at least two of the people on my mind will come up with the
    foolish quarrel and dissension that we are to hold firm to the
    trustworthy-word-as-taught; that the word comes to us mediated by the
    church’s historical interpretation. To briefly respond, that is not Paul’s
    point here, where he is exhorting the elders to be models of holiness, and
    especially to model holding firm to the trustworthy-word, as featured in a
    church near you, and with the added incentive that he will actually be
    able to give instruction himself in those things he has gained from the
    trustworthy-word. Get back to the doctrine of the fathers, <i xml:lang="la" class="foreignphrase">tolle, lege</i>, adorned only by the graces of
    God and his Spirit revealing truth to you, right now and directly, as you
    read all the riches of his mercy in the company of the church. It is not
    too difficult or beyond your reach, but here closely now in your heart and
    on your mouth (Deut. 30, on which verse more below).</p><p>The gospel of 3:5 is trustworthy, and to be insisted upon over and
    against all opinions of men. The word is not a scribble, something you
    download, but a word is something that the people back then heard; if you
    got hold of some words, you could see the person who was saying them. We
    too have God’s word, and every time we call it
    <i class="wordasword">word</i>, we are reminded that it is direct,
    something that comes to us when we are within eyesight of God.</p><p>For Paul then, a vital part of discipleship is growing towards that
    ideal of turning ourselves towards the word as the standard by which we
    discern the things around us, not the other way around, and sticking to
    that is a part of the bundle to be insisted on. For me, I have an
    immediate instance of this application: I simply need to set myself to be
    more like the men in 2:6–8, who bring God’s word to the church with all
    authority. I can smarten up my act, re-read <i class="citetitle">A clear and present
    word</i> (Mark Thompson, <i class="citetitle">NSBT</i>) which is the
    best exposition of the clarity of the bible, and take life a bit more
    seriously. If I know these things in my mind, but am not quick enough in
    conversation to make myself useful, then I can wise up and do some
    revision. Stick close to a model of zeal reached by active responsibility
    for our growth, in dependence on the regeneration and renewal of the
    Spirit worked out through the teaching of the trustworthy word as
    taught.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2759232" class="title">2. Marks of growth</h2></header><p>I’ll move on slightly to a related idea: which doctrines are worth
    contending for? Is credo-baptism? Is scriptural inerrancy? Is functional
    or actual scriptural unclarity to be countered? (No, Yes, Yes.) There are
    a lot of subtle sins of balance in the way we pursue the God’s service in
    the future, but rather than focus on details I’d like to pick out three
    questions I use to draw out a vision I think is broadly in line with the
    emphases of 1 John and Titus, but is not necessarily comprehensive.</p><div class="orderedlist"><ol class="orderedlist" type="1"><li class="listitem"><p>Do you actually desire zeal? Do you have a picture of
        whole-hearted, fulsome worship in all your life and want to get
        there?</p><p>The question isn’t whether you are heading there at any speed,
        but just a very basic one: do you have a grasp of what it would be to
        know how great is the love of God in Christ Jesus, and feel and
        acknowledge the worth of aiming for that, and nothing less? Rather
        little worries more than the attitude, ‘I’m happy where I am right
        now, thank you’.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>Do you have a plan? Can you say, ‘I want to be there, and these
        things will get me there’? Something, anything?</p><p>There are so many answers we could get out, from prayer and a
        commitment to mission to grow our love for God’s work, or a trust that
        gently through years of regular and unspectacular quiet times God’s
        word will iron out our stubborn hearts and bring us nearer. If the
        vision is thin and insipid, then it should be beefed up, but is it
        there at all? We can all aim to meet up with the brothers, peg it
        towards the goal by small groups, one-to-one friendships, our own
        struggles with scripture, taking our regular Sunday meetings seriously
        and spreading from them an attitude of forward thinking: when we pray
        for our preachers during the week, and add in a quickie on Saturday
        for all the people we will be meeting the next day, and going
        intentionally to give of ourselves and seek the things we need from
        the people who can dribble those into us; when we have this attitude
        of preparation, whether gently or fiercely towards our visible and
        planned Sunday meetings, it will seep into the rest of our lives as we
        realise we can do more than just drift into lunch or lectures. The
        hope is that we can say, ‘I know what it is to grow, and have set
        myself among the right people to peg it there and work towards that
        sort of movement’.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>Are you confident that the church’s place in that plan is
        biblical?</p><p>Now, obviously for some people this one should be ‘No’, but the
        general idea should be that we want to have God’s people in genuine
        fellowship with us, reminding us of the cross; and living together,
        with the Spirit. To those who know my sympathies, there are lot of
        ways of tuning this target with sub-questions, but the over-riding
        idea should be that the bible, and Titus will do, make it clear the
        sort of involvement we should have in each other’s lives, because the
        grace of God has indeed appeared bringing salvation to all people;
        also training us to renounce ungodliness and worldly passions, living
        upright and holy lives in the present age, waiting for our blessed
        hope. We are in this together with our head and each other.</p></li></ol></div><p>So, for ourselves, let’s take hold of the strength with which God
    lavishes us to keep stepping out in faith, and take a positive and godly
    place in lives of those around us, insisting on nothing but that which is
    wholesome and life giving, and humbly submitting ourselves to teaching. On
    that last note, I could ground the whole in this morning’s emphasis on
    Lordship, but that really would be cheating. From last night then: may we
    be strengthened with power through his Spirit in our inner being according
    to the riches of his glory, so that Christ may dwell richly in our hearts
    through faith—that we, being rooted and grounded in love, may have
    strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length
    and height and depth of the love of Christ that surpasses all knowledge,
    that we may be filled with all the fullness of God.</p></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2740057" class="title">3. Another theology of lordship</h2></header><p>I spend a lot of my life struggling to link disparate ideas and
    discern what are the trends and threads that draw together my thoughts and
    experiences, and I can’t ever discuss something really until I have seen
    what its place is. I don’t have the command of words to create through
    writing the impressions I can colour with in real conversations, so I’d
    prefer to hold back on this section, before even wrestling with the fact
    that I can’t comfortably place God’s sovereignty relative to my two other
    main obsessions of the last few years, namely rich and wonderful
    fellowship, of which the notes above are just one balancing tension and
    motivation; and misogyny, which I have managed to avoid ever talking about
    openly. Clearly, Lordship is the main cross-section through which I see
    all of the knowledge and experience of our Father, Lord, and Spirit, and
    is both the crowning and primordial act of worship, the most wrenching and
    disjunctive as well as most comfortable and peaceable of things; but, I
    still have trouble really understanding what it looks like as part of the
    texture of corporate life.</p><p>Before I crank it up to eleven, I will admit my lax exegesis and am
    aware of my error of paraphrasing below. You know my heart: I shun
    doctrine, and turn towards all the themes and truths of God’s love in the
    narrative of scripture, and see things through biblical (and pastoral)
    theology. Don’t pick my nits, or I’ll pick yours.</p><p>Julian this morning preached my favourite sermon, the one I repeat
    over and again to myself, and which has in tears every time I have come to
    it in the last year. Jesus is lord, lord over all creation, and there is
    none other who cups our life, who caries all our anxiety because he cares
    for us. Jesus is lord, and there is none other (save him who placed all
    things under his feet). The application this morning was in the area of
    guidance, which is always a tough one, but the key take-home is the same
    as ever: when suffering comes, when the unexpected or undesirable happens,
    will we find our hope in willfully committing every expectation, hope,
    desire, relationship, affection, and every instant, to his care? As Peter
    reminds us earlier, before the key text (1 Peter 5:6) and quoting another
    Psalm, we are grass, and hold nothing entirely in our control, but instead
    have our security in him alone. Is it <span class="emphasis"><em>the</em></span> mark of the
    Christian, in a personal sense towards God, to give up our hold on what we
    want, however good it is, and plead that he open our stony hearts to love
    and desire that in God’s mighty hand every one of our impulses would take
    root. Whether dim, or distant but hoped-for, or vibrantly real, knowing in
    our hearts that Jesus is Lord and groaning until the day when the clouds
    are cleared away and his will is not opposed in our covetousness for our
    own desires, nor grudgingly accepted, but joyfully marvelled at; whether
    we see God’s sovereignty clearly or deny it in name because of the word’s
    connotations; whether we seem to have what we want or weep in loosening
    our clinging grip desire life with the person we hoped; that is, whether
    we are young or mature, knowing in our hearts that Jesus is Lord is the
    key. If Jesus is Lord, then he whom the Father anointed to die for our
    sins is alive now and reigns, and our tongues can confess his name, to the
    glory of God the Father.</p></section></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/02/a-year-of-this-site,-and-large-wordles</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/02/a-year-of-this-site,-and-large-wordles" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">A year of this site, and a large Wordle™</h:div></title><published>2011-02-24T23:29:19+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:40+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>What do you blog, my lord? Words, words, words. Too many, but now
      in nice colours.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><aside xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="informalfigure-float-right"><img src="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/02/wordle.png"/></aside><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I have had about four blogs now, and this most recent one has been
  going for just over a year. I still remember every now and then that it
  might be worth importing the old content before I lose it, but it was no
  better than the standard now, that is, not very good. In the last year, I
  have produced something like seventy thousand words of content spread over
  one hundred and twenty scribbles, making the average length over five
  hundred words. I produced a <a class="link" href="http://www.wordle.net/">Wordle™</a> of the last year, of no
  statistical significance and conveying only things my readers and I already
  knew, but it looks pretty.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Note that making a Worlde™ with lots of words actually takes a bit of
  work. The site’s Atom tool, and all the standard tools, truncate whatever
  you feed them after a few thousand words. You have to stringify your
  content, and <code class="code">POST</code> it to
  <code class="uri">http://www.wordle.net/advanced</code>. The pruning of common words was
  pretty conservative, so I grabbed the list of words it gave me and reduced
  it down much further on rather arbitrary criteria. The result is not worth
  it, but having been done had to be posted.</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/02/drupal-and-multiple-rewritebase-entries</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/02/drupal-and-multiple-rewritebase-entries" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Drupal (or any <abbr xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr>) and multiple
    <code xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="code">RewriteBase</code> entries</h:div></title><published>2011-02-24T16:47:00+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:41+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>There is a general frustration with the lack of flexibility in
      Apache handling different <abbr class="acronym initialism">URL</abbr> bases. I present here a
      method which might be old hat to some, but if so, I have never seen it
      documented anywhere before. It works with Drupal in this example, or any
      <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> possibly with a spot of modification.<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">There is a common scenario with Drupal, where you want one
  installation to serve multiple domains. There is a system in place for this,
  but Apache is the complicating factor. You want to have what looks like
  multiple <code class="code">RewriteBase</code> entries, one for each domain. The problem
  is that <code class="code">RewriteCond</code> does not apply to <code class="code">RewriteBase</code>.
  There are long threads on this issue on the Drupal forums, but I could not
  find a solution until I cooked up this one. I like it so much I will use it
  on all my sites from now, with or without Drupal.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">What does <code class="code">RewriteBase</code> do? It chops off the base from the
  <abbr class="acronym initialism">URL</abbr>, the whacks it back on at the end, so to your whole
  setup it looks like the base <abbr class="acronym initialism">URL</abbr> is shorter than it
  really is. A <code class="code">RewriteRule</code> can simulate one half of that: it can
  redirect pages to the same script at a different <abbr class="acronym initialism">URL</abbr>
  depending on the domain. The other half, unfortunately, it cannot do. But, a
  <abbr class="acronym initialism">PHP</abbr> script in fact can. That is then the key idea.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I will illustrate with a worked example showing the flexibility. We
  have one site, accessed at three different domains: the primary one, which
  does not support <abbr class="acronym initialism">HTTPS</abbr>, as a subdirectory of the
  secondary one which does have <abbr class="acronym initialism">HTTPS</abbr> (both run from the
  same server), and from localhost on my desktop. I develop the site using a
  <code class="code">git</code> clone, and check any changes before pushing them to the
  live site. The clone has to have <span class="emphasis"><em>exactly</em></span> the same files
  as the live site—the same <code class="code">.htaccess</code>, and the same configuration
  files, or else the syncing gets out of hand with the multiple
  developers.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">Drupal has a rather funky set-up where multiple sites and databases
  can be used with one install of the system. My solution does also extend
  easily to the case where the different domains are actually serving up
  different sites, though I don’t use it myself.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">This is how we do it. Assume that the site is installed in the
  <code class="filename">drupal</code> directory, and that the all the configuration is
  correct (that is, it works correctly on one of the domains you want to
  use).</p><div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" id="id2801284" class="example"><h5>Example 1. The relevant section of <code class="filename">.htaccess</code></h5><div class="example-contents"><pre class="programlisting">&lt;…&gt;

# The story is that the site might be accessed from three different
# places: domain.com,    the standard address for users
#         secdomain.com, for when SSL is required (all logins and admin stuff)
#         localhost,     for development clones

# We start by making sure that secdomain uses only SSL:
RewriteCond %{HTTP_HOST} secdomain\.com$ [NC]
RewriteCond %{HTTPS} =off
RewriteRule ^(.*)$ https://www.secdomain.com%{REQUEST_URI} [L]
# Also neaten the domain.com domain
RewriteCond %{HTTP_HOST} ^domain\.com$ [NC]
RewriteRule ^ http://www.%{HTTP_HOST}%{REQUEST_URI} [L,R=301]

# We use a hacked version of index.php to simulate multiple RewriteBase
# directives (which Apache cannot handle). Depending on the site, we will
# redirect everything to index page, and trim it as appropriate there.
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-f
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-d
RewriteCond %{HTTP_HOST} domain\.com$ [NC]
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_URI} !=/favicon.ico
RewriteRule ^(.*)$ /drupal/index-fake.php?q=%{REQUEST_URI} [L,QSA]

RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-f
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-d
RewriteCond %{HTTP_HOST} secdomain\.com$ [NC]
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_URI} !=/favicon.ico
RewriteRule ^(.*)$ /&lt;subdir1&gt;/drupal/index-fake.php?q=%{REQUEST_URI} [L,QSA]

# If not match so far, then guess! In this case, it is localhost
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-f
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-d
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_URI} !=/favicon.ico
#Note that subdir2 must have same last component as subdir1 above
RewriteRule ^.*$ /&lt;subdir2&gt;/drupal/index-fake.php?q=%{REQUEST_URI} [L,QSA]

&lt;…&gt;</pre></div></div><div xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" id="id2781038" class="example"><h5>Example 2. <code class="filename">index-fake.php</code></h5><div class="example-contents"><pre class="programlisting">&lt;?php
/**
 * @file
 * This is the redirection file — simulate the last portion of RewriteBase
 * by chopping off the base from the start of any URL.
 */

$crop      = pathinfo(realpath('..'), PATHINFO_BASENAME);
$_GET['q'] = preg_replace("#^(/$crop)?/drupal#", '', $_GET['q']);
require_once 'index.php';</pre></div></div><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">That’s it! The magic is in <code class="filename">index-fake.php</code>, where
  we assume that the subdirectories on the various domains all end in the same
  component and chop off the <abbr class="acronym initialism">URL</abbr> up to there. Multiple
  <code class="code">RewriteBase</code> entries are simulated, and the Drupal install’s
  won’t know that the <code class="filename">index.php</code> file wasn’t called
  directly.</p><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">(As a final note, I connect to the database on a different port based
  on the hostname in the settings file, so that the same database powers the
  content on the live and dev versions of the site.)</p></h:div></content></entry><entry><id>tag:nicholaswilson.me.uk,2010-04-03:2011/02/when-to-use-a-cms</id><link rel="alternate" href="https://www.nicholaswilson.me.uk/2011/02/when-to-use-a-cms" title="Original text"/><title type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">When to use a <abbr xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml" class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr></h:div></title><published>2011-02-24T15:48:22+00:00</published><updated>2011-03-12T01:02:42+00:00</updated><content type="xhtml"><h:div xmlns:h="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><h:b>Abstract  </h:b>A justification for some situations when a <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr>
      might be not required<h:b>  ❡</h:b></p><h:hr/><p xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml">I realise that when I make sites, I am a bit of a maverick. My blog
  runs off DocBook, for a start (and to my knowledge, there are no other
  DocBook-powered blogs out there). The received wisdom is: never bother
  writing your own system. <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr>’s have been done to death by
  everyone and his dog, better than you will manage in less time with no team.
  Nevertheless, I reckon there are still some situations when it makes sense
  not to use an existing solution.</p><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2801551" class="title">1. Necessary conditions</h2></header><div class="orderedlist"><ol class="orderedlist" type="1"><li class="listitem"><p>You do not need a <abbr class="acronym initialism">GUI</abbr>. Writing a
        <abbr class="acronym initialism">GUI</abbr> is a complete pain, and you will never get this
        right on your own. On the other hand, this is where most solutions
        fall down because a huge amount of the development effort is focussed
        on the web front-end to the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr>, when most sites do
        not need one. Many of the sites I administer are updated and edited
        more conveniently from the command line and synced to the live site,
        more recently using <code class="code">git</code>.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>You will need to write a pile of custom code wherever you go. If
        your needs are entirely served by some existing solution plus its
        plugins, you’re an idiot if you don’t go for it. There are plenty of
        gaps in the existing market though, and you will probably find
        yourself writing a Drupal block or two, or hacking some Wordpress
        plugins, and so on, if you go with an existing solution. The trick is
        work out how to minimize your work. Zero work is clearly optimal, so
        you should not consider rolling your own unless you know you will have
        to write at least some code anyway.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>You have the skills and toolkit. Over the years, I have built up
        dozens of servicable extensions and snippets in my folder I can whip
        out as needed. Working from scratch is not worth the hassle.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>You have time on your hands.</p></li></ol></div></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2801619" class="title">2. Almost-sufficient conditions</h2></header><div class="orderedlist"><ol class="orderedlist" type="1"><li class="listitem"><p>The <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> will not reduce the amount of code
        you write much. Suppose you have a simple site, with only 30 per cent
        of the code duplicating what the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> would do, and
        the rest doing stuff which you have to maintain yourself anyway. For
        example, I am redoing the <abbr class="acronym initialism">CICCU</abbr> site at the moment,
        which has a simple menu system, some code for the sermons which does
        not line up very nicely with the queries or views that Drupal and
        others offer, some code for hostname-based display of college events,
        and bits of custom GCal. This is a case where using a
        <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> barely reduces the amount of
        <abbr class="acronym initialism">PHP</abbr> to be written and maintained.</p></li><li class="listitem"><p>The <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> cruft outweighs the benefit. Your
        three hundred line menu system is not perfect, but does its job and a
        competent webmaster after you can extend it if need be and you
        designed it well. On the other hand, a <abbr class="acronym initialism">CMS</abbr> demands
        constant updating, and subsequent webmasters have to learn its
        <abbr class="acronym initialism">API</abbr> to work with the fifty thousand line behemoth
        you used to replace your three hundred line menu system.</p></li></ol></div></section><section xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"><header><h2 id="id2801677" class="title">3. Sufficient conditions</h2></header><div class="orderedlist"><ol class="orderedlist" type="1"><li class="listitem"><p>You have highly unique requirements.</p></li></ol></div></section></h:div></content></entry></feed>
